Trying to be positive & sometimes I am…Fear & panic take over a lot about the cancer will come back !
Find rational thoughts hard to achieve.
Even though I am cancer free & should be feeling happy about that all I do is think and feel that I’m not which doesn’t make sense.
My dad took ill & died when I was on chemo 4 which has devastated & saddened me so feelings are mixed up somewhat !
Thank you for listening xxx
Hi MoDo - First of all, a big hug from me. I’m not surprised your emotions are all over the place after what you have been through. BC treatment is tough enough on its own without losing your Dad at the same time. When did you finish treatment? Have you thought about having some counselling? I had some after my treatment and found it really useful. I’m very happy to chat more on here if I can help at all - or listen if you’d just like to offload.
Hugs, Evie xx