Hi everyone, i am new member i had a lumpectomy followed 2 weeks later the removal of all my lymph nodes last August 2017. This was followed by chemotherapy and radiopherapy which all ended the end of March 2018, i am now on Anastrazole. Yesterday i had a scan because i have been having period pains though i have been through the menopause and it turned out to be fibroids and nothing sinister. Yesterday i was happy and detrmined to get on with life. Today i am back to feeling absolutely down and crap about the future. My mum died from secondary breast cancer and i can see no future other than i am going to die like her.
I am 56 yrs old and can’t imagine reaching retiremeny age.
I just need some words of wisdom and strength, the thing i most want is a hug from my mum which i can’t have. I have been on numerous courses and joined groups since to help move on but i seem to be stuck in limbo where i can’t see any future.