Can someone stop this Ride, I want to get off..

I want to feel again like i look in my picture, before all this happened. What’s happened to that woman… a part of me is lost for ever, and I want her back !! ~ Deb~

Hi Deb,

I agree with you!! Getting fed up looking like a extermination camp prisoner… bit harsh I know!! but I want to be back to how I was before all this happened…I don’t want to be gasping for breath walking up a hill!! feel about 90!!! trying, trying, trying to stay positive and upbeat, but it gets on my nerves sometimes!!

Love to all

Fiona xxx

you are so right, and everybody has been saying this through threads on here lately, wonder if we ever get back to being the same again or just much more of the person we are now

Ah i agree.

I am bald, 16 pounds heavier and breathless and exhausted. Before cancer i was fit, healthy and just going back to the job i love after having my daughter…

What the heck happened?
Why am i cellotaped to my couch with my babies being looked after at grandmas!? Sh*t.

I am pretty sure nothing will be the same but i am also pretty determined to be the best i can be regardless of the hand ive been dealt.

Once ive got off the couch that is…

phew

S

im the same,put 18lb on,bold and feal so ugly,we will get there again 2010 hold on girls xxxx

make that 2011 lol

~Deb~ *waves and blows a kiss* to you all … it’s good to rant and sometimes being pissed off and angry and " why me " is good for the soul and the emotions.