Ah lovely, enjoy the company
???
Hi Loulou. Just wanted to reassure I hope. After surgery the breast was far less painful than under my arm. I’m a way ahead of you but now no pain in either breast or under arm. I’m now a quarter of way through my radiotherapy treatment and have learned to keep going with the exercises. Good luck to all of you. This bit waiting and worrying is the worst bit. Xx
Hi all,
I’m having a really really rubbish day, I’ve been crying lots and I’m terrified I’m going to die! And to boot I’m really upset that I rocked yesterday and haven’t maintained it today. I think it’s a crash from yesterday all that anxiety and being super brave. Now I’m super tired.
My consultant mentioned yday I’m triple negative which I knew nothing about so peeped into another thread and saw one named ‘is there any triple negative survivors out there’ it’s thrown me into a tail spin. Even though the thread has been running since 2012 which is a long time. My breast care nurse rang today and explained what is was and that surgery will give more info. From what I understand treatment is surgery, chemo or radiotherapy - I just can’t have the radiotherapy.
My positives are my tumour is small, caught very early and early signs ultrasound show no lymph activity - surgery will confirm.
I don’t want to die and leave my children, my daughter is 8 and my son 10 - I know I’m rushing ahead but the pain it causes in my heart to think I could leave them without a mummy is unbearable.
I’ve got dressed removed my bandage and managed to take off 2 of my steristrips from yday, I’ve been for a walk and now trying to relax but the anxiety is overwhelming.
Sorry for the long post xxxx
So sorry you’ve had a rubbish day.When the anxiety settles you’ll be able to carry on like you did yesterday and like you will tomorrow.I tell myself this too shall pass.sure it’s little comfort now but you have friends here xxx
Thank you, I like that saying, think I’ll use that.
How has your day been? Did you get results?
Hugs xxx
It’s not been too bad thanks.confirmed kidney cancer and I have an appt with urologist on Friday then breast surgeon next week and ultrasound.Ops look to be happening around 3151st Oct and then depending on any remnants left more chemo or not then 3 weeks of radiotherapy.a lot to take in but I’m ok x
Treeze
Just posted to you on another thread… sending you lots of hugs xxx
Hi loulou
How are you doing today? How is your pain?
I’d love to read your blog … is it in the rules that you can tell me where to find it?!
I’m trying to change my eating does feel a bit like I’ve shut the stable door after the horse has bolted tho!
Sending you hugs and wishes for a lovely day xxxx