Hi all, apologies for the missing in action girls, im back on board, so soz I havent been around to offer support. Hope you are okay xxx
Had a real struggle with this one, took a week to come round but to be honest just been down in the dumps, think Im trying to hold it together for people and think cos felt crap a bit longer it dragged me down, but hey hoy. half way so went out and got drunk with friends, not the best thing to do but havent been on this site as wanted some normal cancer free days but it doesnt stay away for long. Been to talk about new chemo, change to taxorate next and sounds like im in for more suffering, my needle phobia wasnt impressed with the thoughty on needle in my fat tum day after chemo, steriods beforehand and have to have antibiotics and parocetomal from 5 days afterwards as will suffer lots of bone pain and very very low immune system - you know me its more the fear of whats to come rather than the actual. thanks for your concern lily - on plus side had look good day today which had lots of goodies, genetics tomorrow and really scared to hear the facts with it being so much on both side, scared they will suggest masectomey on other side!!! Ovaries crap has been put ba k, couldnt handle so may appointments together so waiting until end August - cant see the rush as cant do anything whilst on chemo!
Well after all my twining how is everyone else - Lily, im sure the spot on xray is nothing but got everything crossed for you! that horrid taste has stopped with me a lot longer this time, wondering if its cos I didnt suck a sweet this time? felt like I could taste the drugs taste the whole time, got slime and sore gums and loose front teeth?! what a picture eh!
Hope everyone okayish, to everyone, good luck and hope you are all coping with it.
Off to homeopath next week to see if anything will help with next three and getting worked up
xxxx