Lisa and Lily - the twins - sorry to hear you are down, especially Lisa at the moment as it sounds like everything is getting to you. We are all on such an emotional roller coaster at the moment so births and deaths are no wonder playing havoc with you. You’re both dealing with big things at the moment ( I sound like Pooh Bear!) plus the very ‘little’ problem of bc. As one of my daughters said when she knew my dx in April, she could just about deal with that but even the smallest extra pressure was enough to tip her over - wise words from a party loving 17 yr old. Take care of yourselves and have a treat today - I hear it’s the day that Angie’s dog is making us all a visit and has promised not to eat all the chocs on the way.
Lily - what are you like? Was it a remake of The Killer Bees? Hope (not sure if that is the right word) you found the culprit and it’s now out of your home and life forever - that would make a lovely ending to the film. And hope the botty bee has left the building with Elvis (another alternative ending). Obviously is would be a funny remake as it make me laugh so much - who’s playing you and your son? Guess anyone could play your OH as he didn’t have any lines to say and I didn’t really see his face.
Lisa - a good bawl has hopefully made you feel better. Every so often I feel the pressure mounting and it’s the best way to let off steam with physically hurting someone.
Angie - hope the sandpaper knickers get binned soon, if it’s not one end with us it’s the other.
Really can’t wait to get all these ‘extra’ side effects over and done with when we’ve all finished chemo. Some days that does seem a long way off though doesn’t it, but we are all a good long way down the chemo road which is why we feel so rubbish about it all. I was wondering if any of us have re read our thread from the beginning (as some of our newbies have) - bet we sounded a lot jollier about the whole thing then! Also, just to say, when I was 1st dx a few years back all I ever thought of was my bc, how I’d be, had it gone etc for at least 12 months after dx - and this was after a very ‘gentle’ treatment regime that didn’t have me coping with chemo as well. After that (and my 1st mammo) I did relax more and it didn’t rule my life as much, I got on, did things I wanted to and made sure I enjoyed every bl**dy minute, no regrets. It honestly does recede into the background more and more especially after a tough treatment plan is over. The weird thing is I think less about my 2ndary dx now than I did about my 1st dx - didn’t think I’d EVER say that when I found out in April (some stupid April Fool’s joke from the onc if I remember correctly - how could I forget?) Advice over with!
Well, at long last the day has arrived that we (OH and I) got to the seaside and treat ourselves to a nice hotel overnight. The sun is shining (after a huge thunderstorm with special effects lightening last night) and we’ll see how much/little we want to do over the next 2 days. OH nearly stopped the whole thing yesterday morning when he woke up with such a bad back he couldn’t get out of bed/walk/do anything. Obviously a classic ‘man’s back’ problem. So I had to nurse him into the car, down to the Drs and into the chemist, pay for £21 worth of drugs and try to be nice. Well, I’m the only one around here allowed to be ill at the moment so you can imagine the sympathy he got from me - yep, zero. Do I really need to spend any more time in medical places than I already do? Just the thought of them makes me nauseous. Well a miraculous recovery happened in the afternoon (whilst I was at a friends scoffing strawberries and gossiping - yes, probably at the same time) and we got out to Cafe Rouge last night for a nice meal as I was determined not to cook for a few days.
I will be off line for a day or so and will catch up with you all later. Hope everyone cheers up, feels better, has a good weekend. Back to Gatwick on Sunday morning (no hols, boo, hoo) to pick up youngest from her 2 week exchange. Sounds like she’s had a good time and expect her to be fluent on return! 3 days at home then she’s back to France to stay with a friend for a week. Her carbon footprint is bad this year - at least we’ve not added to it!
Take care all you lovely ladies
Nicky xx