Irene I too am in a very dark place at the mo …I am just getting ready to go and visit one of my closest friends who has only days to live …not from any type of cancer at all … her husband rang me yesterday to tell me there was nothing more they can do for her …there are some family issues that I cant discuss on here as its not my business ,but I am devastated …handling BC is a dream by comparison …I just want to get this afternoon to be over and hope a miracle happens she is just 40 and the loveliest kindest person I have ever met although very troubled this past few years I am in a dream I have to be strong when I get there but it is going to be so hard …it makes you question your own mortality and I have been having stupid stupid thoughts with regrads to my BC … I hope I get the strength to climb out of the hole and back into the light …we all have to its a horrid place to be
You all take care xxxxxx
Maz
Sorry to hear that your friend is so ill Maz. My friend’s partner was told in Feb that there was no furtehr treatment available to him - they brought their wedding fwd from Sept to April, it was a surreal experience watching them take their vows knowing that they really really did man ‘til death us do part’ … sadly less than 6 weeks later we attended his funeral. He was 37 and had battled for 3 years. I will always hld this man in great esteem - days after being told he was going to die of cancer he was asking how I had got on with my rads planning.
Hi Maz
Now I have met you I know you are a very strong person and you will get through this and give your friend the support she needs, because thats what we do. Don’t be too hard on yourself, allow yourself some time and space when you get back from your visit.
Lilac
How awful, life can be very cruel. When my friend died a few weeks ago her partner was so lovely, knowing I also had BC he was concerned for me and seemed so strong. You have to admire the human spirit.
You all take care
Irene
Hi all … feel better today after seeing her yesterday…she is hanging on in there …and told me she loves me so I came out of the hospital with a sort of peace …I have my rational head on today !!! The sun is shining so I am going to attempt to clean my car and mow my lawns …hope you are all feeling good .xxxxx
Take care thanx for your support x
Maz xx