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Hi babychops
It sounds as though you are in a tough place at the moment. I hope other members will soon notice your post and come along to offer you somme support.
Why not give our helpline a call to talk things over when they open at 9.00am. They’ll be able to give you practical information as well as emotional support. (Opening times are 9-5 on weekdays and 10-2 on Saturdays). The number is 0808 800 6000.
Very best wishes
Janet
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