So sorry to read your post, we have all been there and now we are here to help you through this difficult time can understand how stressed you must be feeling at the moment not knowing which way to turn. I think we let our emotions run wild when going through all of this at the moment I feel you need to wait for the results to come through and then take one day at a time. (easier said than done).
Finger crossed for you, please come back and let us know how you getting on, be kind to yourself lots of TLC, a cup of tea with that special friend I find always helps, also write a few notes down before going back to see your BC team as we can be all over the place and forget the most important questions.