Thanks JETS and Herewego, having a wobbly day after a positive day yesterday. Guess this is just the roller coaster and I need to hang on in there. It will feel good to start treatment even though it terrifies me too. Today’s worry is that I still have a chest infection and that will delay treatment but doc said she couldn’t hear a wheeze. I think I’m becoming a paranoid wreck.
Hi penfold - yes think rollercoaster the new normal xxx I had hair cut today so very low right nowx but no doubt tomorrow I will feel much betterxx paranoia also part of it all - I day three no painkillers which is a good thing but been getting headachey - every ailment seems to take on huge significance tgat IT never would have b4 xx