Since being diagnosed with incurable regional recurrence 2 years ago I have seethed at the lack of public information provided by any of the breast cancer charities. Indeed a google on the internet doesn’t come up with much either. Information in BCC publications stresses that a regional recurrence is not ‘secondary’ breast cancer, thereby implying perhaps that it is always curable. I have sometimes felt I have invented my own prognosis…though my oncologist, my hospice nurse, my GP have never been in any doubt that the particular unusual ‘but not rare’ presentation I have is anything other than terminal. Everyone expects the cancer will spread to my major organs but it hasn’t yet, but it ain’t half caused already a lot of ‘regional’ damage (loss of voice, damage to eye for example.) and I know only too graphically how the regional presnetation can kill me.
I’m a seeker after information but even so I find myself at times being apologetic, never quite sure if I ‘really’ belong here. I can read the whole of the BCC secondary breast cancer booklet, and feel excluded. Now I’ve used up all my standard chemotherapy options the irony of my situation feels even more poignant.
Since my own re diagnoses there have been a few more women on these boards with similar kinds of spread…jantharra (Nikki) for example…I’d like to know how you have found the lack (or am I assuming this?) of information? What can we do? A year ago I e-mailed a few people at BCC about this, got one reply but no suggestions for action. I still feel as strongly as ever that information about unusual presentations of metastatic breast cancer is badly badly needed and want to do some lobbying in the hope of more action than happened a year ago.
I know there are several of us…what do you think?
Jane