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Hello Ladies,
Denise, it’s the hospital which is an 80 mile round trip, the grandchildren is just 26 miles, that’s what I get for living in the back of beyond. Hope your well today, love the motor bike , takes me back to my youth! Boyfriends with motor bikes, one at a time mind you. OH just has a quad bike now.
Karen good luck for tommorrow, love the long hair, it will grow back before long.
I spoke to a lady who I was in hospital with today, we are both in the same place treatment wise. She went to the hospital yesterday for the same sort of app as mine and she saw a different onc and her app lasted an hour and twenty mins and he went through all of her results and treatment options just like mine was meant to do, but did’nt. The onc I saw was 45mins late for my app and it lasted less then ten mins, something wrong somewhere. He did’nt tell me anything other than what he had decided was to be my treatment. The other lady concerned was told not to start her tablets until after her rads are finished and I was told to start mine straight away, it’s funny that there is such variation between two people with more or less the same dx. Both of these onc’s are standing in for the same one who is off ill, you would think they would go by the same code of how they conduct their refferals, wouldn’t you?
Lesley, good luck for tommorrow.
Sandra, I hope you are well today,

Best Wishes to everyone,
I hope everyone has had a good day today,

Isabelle xxx

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Evening Ladies,

I hope you have all had a good day, I had another lazy day and another aromatherapy massage today - bliss, think I’m going to keep them up during “peachy mother” (think I’m getting the hang of this now lol), once my free one’s are over its going to cost me the grand sum of £4 I think - thank god for “Haven”

Denise, I got conffudled (again), I really must learn to read, my appointment with the Onc isn’t for monday, its monday 16th Aug, my second dose of peachy mother!!!, so will let you know what they say on the 26th (first dose) about putting a line in.

Sandra, my grandaughter is 3 (8th feb)and her fave saying at the mo when she gets told off by her mum is “but I want to be a good girl, I just can’t”, bless her, I try not to laugh but, well can’t help it, her to bits, and her little sis (10 months old) just can’t lift them up at the mo after the node clearance.
My sis lives in west yorks, just off the motorway, so will be easy to get to in that taxi/minibus/coach or even sledge.
Could have done with your neighbour yesterday, had a problem with the toilet - Ron (my oh) said he could sort it, was only the ball cock - but it took him a good 3 hrs and lots of words I hardly recognised before it was fixed.

Anne, I had lunch today with my friend who had bc last year, triple neg like you, she was told surgery then rads, but her’s turned out to be grade 3 and very agressive so she had chemo & rads, no tablets for 5 years like I will have because it is er- and pr- it won’t respond to hormone therapy. Her Onc told her at last appointment that in his eyes she is now “Cured” no cancer in her body at all - at the moment, she is having genetic testing to see if it is likley to come back.

Karen good luck with your op, I’m sure it will all go well, and just think, there is light at the end of the tunnel now (and I don’t mean the on comming train!)

Maria, hope you are feeling a bit better today, and had a good sleep , just think not long till your holiday - lucky thing

Suze, I already have needle/hospital phobias and thats before I start peachy mother, don’t know how I will cope - why can’t they just knock me out till its all done and dusted ??

Isabelle, 4hr round trip to have your rads ?? omg thats a long way, I am lucky enough to be 10 mins from my hospital and if I feel well enough (when the time comes) I will get the bus there as its almost door to door - I have been very lucky living so close to my hospitals. Good luck when you start.

I can’t remember who is going to the garden party tomorrow (and can’t scroll back to find it!) … but hope you have a good time

For anyone goin to hospital tomorrow - I hope all goes well with your op/appointments

For anyone not going to hosp tomorrow … have a good day

For everyone … love and hugs

Tracey xxxxxxxxxxxx

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Good morning, travellers

Tracey, I’m the one going to the garden party!! just listening to the rain clattering on the conservatory roof-not a good sign for the rest of the day, but, so what, I’m still going to enjoy myself!

Denise, love the motor bike. I had a boyfriend a long time ago ( I’m very old) who was mad on sidecar racing, we spent all our weekends at Oulton Park or Donnington.

Heather, hope you’re still hanging on there, missing your stories

Maria, have you emerged yet? just think of those elephants. Don’t forget the giraffe for me.

everyone have a good wherever you’re at

Carolxx

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Carol,
Sorry my brain is puddled at the mo, so many things to try and remember I must get a note book!
Hope the rain dries up for you, its sunny at the mo in yorkshire.

I’m going to work today, not sure how I’m going to get on - think Oh will be sending me home by lunch time! (well i can live in hope - am out with the girls tonight pre chemo drink so I could do with an afternoon nap)

Have a great day everyone

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Hi travellers my dongle ran out of credit didn’t know that might happen.Wondering where Heather and Maria are hope you 2 are OK? Sandra yes I know it is a garden party not a wedding that Carol is going to (peachy mother brain)hope the rain stops soon Carol.
Sandra I wondered how long you would be before you decided to raise the mood at your drop in centre.Gosh your mum is a game lady isn’t she. Hope her BP settles.I hadn’t noticed the crisps either lol.
Denise now I am confused not sure if you have a toyboy or a sugar daddy, but didn’t think you were 77 either.
Karen good luck with posh op today thinking of you.
Suze what a traumatic time you have had. Hope you are OK and that the Hickman line takes some of the strain out of the chemo.
Isabelle what a long trip to have your rads you won’t be driving yourself there every time will you? How different your experience was with Onc compared to the lady you met. My Onc wanted me on Arimidex straight away starting before rads, same as you ( not got a date for them yet but told about 4 weeks) and stay on them during rads too.
Sandra did you have the posh op as part of BC treatment? Just wondered as still got my ovaries and thought only the 'young uns’got them removed ( Not that we are old mind)I did talk to my Onc on Tues about my brain not working as well as it used to and he asked me if it was like this before and could it be menopausal brain but I’m quite sure this is different and worse and he said whilst there is no research evidence and it is only anecdotal he really does think that chemo has an effect.I should have asked how long for.
Tracey sounds like the aromatherapy was great. I had 2 before surgery but the 1st was wasted really as I had to race back to work and got hyper stressed the 2nd was lovely, I think, I had to be woken up when it finished. Am really looking forwards to that next week. I’m off to have my nails done this morning feels a bit decadent and self indulgent, but what the h**l. My friend is a beauty therapist and offered to do them. So no gardening this week-end lol.Daughter has offered to clear a few brambles that I spotted and I am afraid of getting scratched on my affected arm so didn’t want to get stuck in to them which I usually would. Hugs to all, hope I haven’t left anyone out. Jackie

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Carol,
I hope the sun shines for you today,
have a good one.

Best Wishes to all,

Isabelle xxx

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My Goodness , what a lot to read !!
I´ve been sat here for an hour . Welcome to our new travellers .
The last week has been so odd for me . Our elder son arrived which was fantastic and very emotional ,( for me ! ) He´s here for three weeeks before returning to the UK where he will stay with his brother and family for a while .
We only have the two bedrooms , and the computer is in this one , plus he spends ages on the thing , I don´t understand what it is he does half the time , but he´s fitted a router and now he can use his laptop anywhere around the house .Hence the fact , that at long last I can get in here and use this until it´s time to get some dinner .
Very busy week , so much so that I am absolutely cream crackered . I have no energy at all , went to pilates this morning and nearly fell asleep . Am not sleeping very well , night sweats and temperatures of over 25 don´t go well together ! I end up sleeping with my head next to my OH feet , so that my head is under the fan !
I think I´ve got so over excited , emotional , with Martin being here that I seem to have cracked up a bit over the BC .
I know three people who have taken Arimidex and they were all fine .That seems to have been the pill of choice here , yet I´ve been put on letrozole ( femara ) and unfortunately some se are kicking in with a vengance . So this week I´ve been crying with joy , and then having a bit of a silent sob over feeling so lousy , weak and feeble . Felt that if anyone said "boo " to me , I´d burst into tears .
On a lighter note , I´m glad we´ve sorted out the holiday , sounds fantastic , I don´t do hairpin bends ! Do you think your horse could pull a cart Sandra , I´ll sit in that . Never had anything to do with horses , but I´m willing to learn . I´ll bring plenty of booze , it´s cheap here . So then it´s on to isabelle´s , great , historic houses , I just love … no ghosts are there Isabelle ? Preferably a naked man ghost .
So I missed him , what a let down ! I´ll tell Mart , he made me miss the naked man ! My onc is quite nice looking , but he´´s a miserable little turd . Does´nt really look at me , he´s too busy tapping stuff into his computer . I keep wanting to say , “Hi , I´m still here , and I´ve got things to do as well .” Does´nt want to know about any problems or concerns . All I am is BC with legs . I hate being ignored .Really brings out the worst in me . I keep having to tell myself ,that this man is there for my benefit , he´s helping me to continue to live what I hope will be a BC free life , so I must be nice to him and speak when I´m spoken to , and not ask any questions or query the why´s and wherefore´s of anything . That is not a trait anybody would connect with me !
I can hear the natives getting restless in the other room , I expect stomache´s are begining to quiver , no one´s asked me if I fancy a drink ! Perhaps I should´nt with high liver results , but I drink so little compared with most , and it does make me feel a little more human. No , I´m going to have one …because I´m worth it !!
Love you all , sorry this is soo disjointed , bit like me at the moment .
Hopefully I´ll be able to get back on-line soon.
luvKris

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Hi everyone…
Ahhh why is it I come here read the posts and then get muddled and forget what you’ve all wrote…so then I can’t do a clever post…

Maria and Heather…hope you are both ok as not seen you about for a few days xx

Sandra…you asked about my wig…I’ve picked a lovely bob in a dark colour…I did try a long one but it didn’t suit me…it is now under the counter with my name on ready for when I get my chemo.Here we get the voucher after the first chemo.
You sound so proud of your grand children and they sound so lovely.

Carol?..hope you enjoyed the garden party and that the rain held off

Kris…sorry to hear that you are so tired but lovely to have your son home.

So sorry if I’ve missed anybody…I really don’t mean to.
Hope everyone has had as good a day as possible.

Hugs Anne xxx

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Hi Everyone,
Yes I am here. I think the anti-histamine stuff is still working. I feel weird still. No real pain, no real appetite, no real emotions. Want to sleep but too buzzed up, want to do things but too whacked.
Peachy mother was OK, but they put cold gloves on my hands, like boxing gloves to protect my nails, but it was so painful once the fingers were frozen, I had to get the nurse to take then off. They gave me nail hardener for my nails which I painted on while the anti- stuff was going through before the tax.
Yesterday, I spent the day with my son who mended the washing machine (at least I hope so) and that took al my energy. He hs gone again now , but will be back next week. Today, I saw my gynaecologist for my 3 month post mastectomy check up. He was very pleased with result. When I asked him why it was so hard under where my breast was, he laughed, that’s your rib, he said. Silly me.
I do hope I will be back to normal, tomorrow, I’ve got to start packing.
No comments for anyone, sorry I can’t cope, except Kris, who sounds as mixed up as me today.
I do hope you are all OK though, and Heather too. Sandra thank you for your pm.
Love to you all and hugs too, hope to be back properly soon.
Maria

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Hi Maria,
sounds like your not having the best of times hun, so what would you tell us if it was one of us…ermmm…just go with the flow, do if you can don’t if you can’t. Take care of yourself.Nice to see you pop in :-))
Glad you got the washing machine fixed, you can do the washing when you are able, I’m sure you get a lovely drying breeze on your maountainside…not too much though or you’d have to run down the mountain to collect it all:-))
take care hugs to all
Suze xxx

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Evening Ladies,
Vickie, My daughter in law bought my grandsons reports round for me to read. On jack’s (3year old) the ‘Auntie’ had written, ‘sometimes he comes in with his Mum and sometimes with his Grandma, who he talks about all the time, he settles in very well and soon plays with his friends, but it is very obvious he loves his Grandma very much’ Needless to say this started me off crying! You still have no photo up! Hope you are feeling well now xxx

Isabelle, sounds like the lady you met had your time!! The tablets you are talking about, are they femara or arimidex, l was told l would start as soon as l finish chemo, and take them during radio. xxx

Tracey, You are certainly getting your money’s worth, with regards to the aromatherapy!
Grandchildren, what would we do without them? say such funny things.
West Yorkshire is fine for our 3rd holiday, were not proud!! I have family in North Yorkshire, we can go on to them after, they live near the seaside! on the edge of the Moors, so water or heather!! (don’t mean our Heather) the moors heather! xxx

Carol, Hope you had a Lovely afternoon, hope the weather was as nice as ours!!! xxx

Jackie, I was under a trial at the royal free, all about ovaries! there were three different groups, the first time l went they found lots of ‘cysts’ so i was put on the group were they used an internal ultrascan, but the cysts were growing, so two days before christmas eve, 4 years ago, l was told there were concerns about the cysts, so l was taken into hospital the day after boxing day to have the ovaries removed, needless to say all was well, and they were just cysts! and yes nothing to do with me being sooooo young!! Fancy asking your onc about your brain, you should have asked to see a Neurologist or a Psychiatrist!! Think we will all need one by the time this has finished!
Do you not put the memory thing down to ‘the worry of having cancer’ l know l do! xxx

Kris,
Thanks for the ‘funnies’!
Can you not ask the OH to sleep the other way too, so you are not next to his feet! or has he nice feet? wouldn’t like to sleep next to my OH’s feet, he has nails like elephant’s tusks! I make him cut his toe nails in the garden, they are so hard they fly anywhere! disgusting!
Really pleased you have enjoyed you sons stay, bound to be emotional, anything is!!
No sorry my horse is not pulling a cart, poor thing already has me and Lesley on it, and you want it to pull a cart with you on it! we will have the rspca after us! you can borrow my grandsons skates! hang on to the taxi,
You made me laugh with your onc typing on the computer, l remember my mums other doctor use to do that, my mum use to sit there and pretend she had fallen asleep! she would wake with a jump and say, ‘oh sorry doctor l fell asleep’ wicked woman!
OH bc with legs, don’t be so paranoid! think you are more bc with boobs! Just be a good girl and sit quiet!! Lol, perhaps you should try my mums trick! You eat and drink all you like, because as you say…because l’m worth it!! as we all are! xxx

Anne, OH yes very proud of my grandchildren! bit too much sometimes, or so l am told by my sons! but they joke!
will we see a photo of the new look soon? xxx

And last but by no means Maria, Well done on your first TAX, just take it easy and let your body tell you what to do. You know it is the right thing to do.
Not heard of anyone having cold gloves on before, l have heard it helps to colour your nails a dark colour, think l prefer the nail hardner, l might ask our nurse.
Hope the washing machine is ok?
why did you see a gynaecologist? for your mx check up?
Never felt our ribs before, well not there anyway.
Keep well, still a few days before you go on hols, so take a day or two to relax!! chance would be a fine thing!
Don’t worry about dusting, we will do all that for you, just leave the key somewhere so we don’t have to break the door down! xxx

Suze, That’s it you tell Maria! Hope you are ok!

Lesley, how did you get on with your onc today? hope all went well xxx

Heather, Bless you and thinking of you, and needless to say missing you, but you take it easy, the main thing is you are alright, no rush to post xxx

Love and Hugs to everyone
Sandra xxx

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Hi Ladies,
I hope you have all had a good day.
Sandra, I am on Arimidex tabs.I started them on Monday and on Tue I did some gardening, on Wed I got up and I was aching all over , suddenly panicked thinking those bl–dy side effects have come on very quickly!!
My friend pointed out on Wed evening it was probably the gardening ,
I am getting dafter as I get older!!!
Iv’e got the granchildren back to stay tonight, peace is shattered, but their georgeous.
This holiday would be very nice don’t you think? We are all ready for one… We could just keep travelling around the country once we come back from Maria’s.
Maria, try to have a lazy few days if you can in preparation for your hols, I hope you are well over your ‘peachy mother’ by time you go away.

Carol, how did the garden party go, we are all dying to know, I hope it didn’t rain and that the sun shone for you!!!

I hope everyone is ok tonight,

Best Wishes and hugs,

Isabelle xxx

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Hi, Ladies
After driving for over an hour through torrential rain and then splashing through the puddles in my strappy sandals, standing under a small dripping marquee trying to juggle handbag, umbrella, drink, camera and grabbing canapes off a moving tray, the rain stopped and the sun came out. so we used the opportunity to take some photos before going into the big marquee for lunch. The minute we sat down the heavens opened again and it bucketed down for 2 hours. I couldn’t help wondering how much rain water can a marquee roof hold?
We had a lovely meal and lots of wine ( not me as I was driving)
then a speech by the MD and then presentations. I had aalready got my long service badge and rose bowl but had to go up and be presented with a beautiful flower arrangement.
So, yes I had a lovely afternoon. Thanks to everyone who wished me well.

Jackie, my Mcmillan nurse told me that there is a book called “Chemo Brain” so it must be a recognised condition, I know I have it!

Sandra, I am hoping to get away for a few days to Scarborough-do you think your family would put us up? perhaps we could all go after Marias and Isabelles. who is it lives in West Yorkshire? It’s nice there as well.

Kris, I asked my Onc last time what was the official name for my type of BC. what he told me went right over my head, I wished I hadn’t asked.

Maria, You be kind to yourself and just think of all that washing when you come home from you holiday.

Carolxx

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Hi Carol,
Sorry to here that you had all that rain, still the sun shone on you in the end. I love your new picture very good,

have a relaxing evening after such a busy day,

Best Wishes,

Isabelle xxx

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Thanks Isabelle, have a good weekend

Carolxx

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Hi Ladies, so sorry but I think this has been one of my worst weeks since i started the herceptin. I did what my oncon said and had it over an hour instead of 30 mins, the thing is it took 2 hours. The unit was very busy, and sometimes the drip stops and they have to set the machine again, it stopped once for 20 mins before anybody had time to come to sort it out. The thing is when it stops it just beeps all the time till it has been reset, I went out of the unit with beeping in my ears lol. So even though I had the herceptin administered at a slower pace it hasn’t helped the side effects at all. Also this week as well has felling like I had a bad bout of flu I have been having terrible hot flushes. I know the arimidex can make you have hot flushes, but I have been on them for 18 months and I have never had them this bad. So this week I have not been at my best, but thank you so much you lovely ladies for thinking of me, I will try to make registration next week.
Wow there is so much for me to catch up on I dont know were to start.
Sandra, what a gorgeous picture, they are adorable, I will have to try to get some pics of my lot on one day. I id have some fab news on Monday though. I had not been home long after my Herceptin and my daughter rang to say she was coming over, and she was bringing my eldest grandson and his girlfriend with her. Well you know when your kids are talking to you but there not telling you something, that was how I felt. So they arrived and my grandson came and sat next to me and his girlfriend over the other side of the room, and I was telling them how it had gone at the hospital and I looked at them and asked is there some thing wrong. So my grandson pipes up, Grandma can you remember last week i went for that interview, so I said yes, then he said grandma they have offered me the job. Well I was thrilled, I cried my daughter cried, you see the thing is he left school last year and he has been trying to get an apprentiship ever since. He has been on courses been to colledge applied for loads but nothing. This time last year me and hubby took him into town and went round all the places that have christmas staff, but nothing. I said I cries hen he was born, I cried when he started to school, I cried last year when he went to his prom, and now I am crying because he has last got his apprentiship, I dont mind happy tears though.
Maria, how are you, I am really sorry I wasn’t around to say good luck, I hope your feeling better today.
Sorry ladies i have to sign off for a while I just got visitors, but I will be back.

Love Heather
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Hi I am back and nobody missed me :frowning: lol
Were was I, Oh Karen did I miss the naked man ??? thought I might I should have been on the ball. Well done for being in the race for life, I couldn’t run when I was well so no chance now. Really brave of you to do it though,I admire you and all the other ladies this disease has struck down, and people like you and your friends helping to find a cure.
Tracey, I had a little gift bag with my drains in when I came out of hospital, it made it much easier to carry around the bottles.
Suze, I found a lump last year, it was under my scar. I went to see my GP and she thought it was scar tissue, and because I had a bad infection in it she thought I should see my consultant. I went to see her and she said she thought it was scare tissue but to be on the safe side she did an ultra sound and about 3 biopsys. She then said i had spent so much time at the hospital, so rather than me go back if there was nothing she said she would ring me. Then she did the following week and it was fine, It is scarey though when you find anything different now. Hope yours is ok, hope you getting ok with the hickman line.
Lesley, Have I missed a pic of you in you wig ??? were abouts in Staffs are you, I live on the border of Staffordshire and Derbyshire.
Carol, you look lovely in your pic, looks like a lovely dress. Sorry the weather wasn’t that good for you, but I hope you had a lovely time.
Isabelle, your oncon doesn’t sound to nice, mine is ok, a bit aloof sometimes. When I first met her she did explain everything to me, and asked if I wanted to ask anything. I asked her when she could tell me I will be free from cancer, and she just snapped I can never tell you that. I was a bit put off by that answer but I suppose they never can tell. I am on Arimidex, have been since I was diagnosed. I have not been to bad, aches and pains, trouble walking when I get up, but I am not sure how much of that is the other problems I have. The thing is it is the hot flushes like I mentioned in my other post, I never had hot flushes with the menopause. These are awful, they come on I get wet through, then after it has worn off feel shattered. I will try to put up with them until I finish the Herceptin, which I think will be in October, and if they carry on I will go and see the doctor.
Jackie, hows that abscess, you are going through it a bit at the minute. Dont know about you but I just get fed up with keep having something wrong with me. One day some one is going to ask me how I am, and when I say fine thank you I will mean it lol
Pippa, I hope everything has gone ok with you and your soon out of hospital.
Vickie, glad your taste buds are coming back, that rhubarb crumble sounded lovely, I love crumble, I love old fashion puddings with custard, oh I just love everything I am not suppose to lol
Anne, I have been reading your posts, I really feel for you trying to understand everything. I knew nothing about breast cancer when I was diagnosed, I never knew there was so many different types. I thought you had a lump, they took it out, you had some treatment not much and that was that, how wrong was I. I was diagnosed January 2009 and I thought it would all be over for my birthday at the end of may, how stupid was that, I am still having treatment now. I id read I think you had spoken to your breast care nurse and you were feeling more positive, I hope your having a good weekend.
Dee, Its raining here today so shall I kep it, in fact it has rained every day this week. Watch what your doing if you are going on the bike this weekend the roads will be slippy.
Well Hi Saffron seed not seen you round for ages.
Kriss, snap with those hot flushes, mmm not sure I could do the feet thing I dont like feet. Bet youve enjoyed having your son to stay, it is tiring though when you get out of the usual routine.
Well I am going to say Hi to all the new ladies, any one one I have forgot sorry. It has took me all morning to catch up, but that is my own fault.
Anyway peeps hope you have a good weekend.
Love Heather.
xxxxxxx
And because you haven’t had to suffer my long posts this week i gave you a read one get one free lol

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Phew, Heather, I’m worn out now reading your BOGOF.
So sorry you have been having a c**p time.
Excellent news about your grandson, must be so hard for those youngsters who really want to get on in life and can’t find anything.
I did have a lovely time, thankyou, despite the weather. I just had a Call from a good friend who lives in huge victorian house with 2 acres of garden. she is having a BBQ next Sat. ( she is a very good hostess) but I am having my 3rd FEC next Thursday so will be confined to bed by the Sat. but I can’t have everything.
Your Herceptin sounds like a bit of a nightmare. I will be on it for 12 months-not looking forward to that. take care of yourself
Love Carol

PS I was nearly in Staffordshire yesterday as the Garden party was at Bridgemere.

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Hi girls spent the last hour catching up, must try and and get on here more often it’s so much better than trying to catch up.
Saw the onc. yesterday. He is lovely and he recorded everything for me to bring home to listen to. I am to have 7 months of chemo. starting within the next two weeks,followed by rads. I am hormone+ so all this will be followed by tam or arim. Will let you know as soon as I get the dates. You know I waited for 6 weeks for that app. but I was so nervous about it and although I want to get started on treatment I am scared stiff!! I have c**p veins, they took a bit to get blood samples yesterday so hope that they are ok for chemo. Also onc. told me that anti-sickness drugs se constipation I said hurray as with the ibs that would be great.
Heather I live on the outskirts of Stoke-on-Trent.
My hair is still same colour just have it done every 4 weeks to hide the grey,that won’t be a prob soon will it.
Sandra glad that you will let me ride on your horse but the sleigh idea sounds good if that fails.
Visit to my son and his girlfriend in Cheltenham was good. They had arranged for me to see the house that they will be renting from Aug. It’s a little terraced two up,two down very cute and furnished so they don’t have to but anything.
I missed the photo K. never mind I’m sure someone will come up with more, hope that your op. went well.
I haven’t mentioned everyone personally to-day but you know that I’m yhinking of you all. Don’t know if it’s because chemo is now imminent but didn’t sleep well last night and feel really tired. Friends coming to stay for the week-end later want to see them but feel more like going to sleep.
Will be back online very soon.
Heather and Maria hope that you are feeling ok and everyone else keep smiling that’s what keeps us strong along with pma. Lesley x