Ending treatment mixed feelings

I have lived with breast cancer for 20 years since my first diagnosis and treatment. I am a gene carrier and a new primary breast cancer was found in June last year. I had 6 cycles of chemo followed by having both breasts and lymph nodes removed with immediate reconstruction using my tummy tissue. I am currently recovering from that op in Dec 2012 and awaiting radiotherapy. I am feeling very emotional all the time and am not sure how to deal with it as I am usually so positive and strong. Not sure if I am looking forward to the end of treatment or dreading it! Very confused! The cancer is gone but I just feel upset all the time?
Anybody had similar op?

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