Feeling scared

Hi I am new to this forum, I was seen in local breast care clinic two days ago for a small hard lump I found under right breast against chest wall. I expected it to be routine but after examination, mammogram, ultrasound and core biopsies taken they immediately told me I have breast cancer. I am in shock as thought I would be waiting for the histology report next Thursday before they would know. They seemed very sure, and I now feel really scared about what the results will show regarding type etc.  I am 49 and it is my birthday next week and this week of waiting is really horrible. I am scared it will have spread and trying to put on brave face for everyone but have moments where I’m terrified. It all feels like such a shock as I had a fibroid removed from other breast when I was 18 and so thought this would be the same. It has scared me as they must be so sure already to know before results are back. Any support very gratefully received,  Thankyou.

Sending hugs. The waiting for results is the worst bit. I am 47, just had 2 mastectomys and am on chemo 5 of 6 with radio to come. It’s doable, one step at a time. Oh, and it’s totally normal to think it;s growing, that it’s spread and every ache or pain is a sign it’s spread. It hasn’t, it’s just your brain going hyperactive. All the best

Hi Julesfoxx 

You are in the right place for support, comfort and information. 

I was diagnosed last May 18, and I was very scared, however this amazing forum supported me through my journey. 

I was 47 when I was diagnosed, turned 48 in Jan, and post treatment, looking forward to the future. 

You will be where a lot of us are, take one day at a time, or even 1 hour at a time. 

Breast cancer treatment is a journey, and this marvellous forum will help you with your journey. 

Sending you lots of healing. ???