Hi Ladies
I’m due to start back work on Monday…normally something I could look forward to, a new post etc.
I’m just totally struck with fear stiĺ of uncertain future.
It’s been worst 6 months of my life and I’m really struggling.
Sory for negativity x
Rachael x
Just remember you are not alone with these feelings. Try keeping a diary it can help as it. An show how far you have come. Also make sure to tell those around you on how you are feeling so they can support you x all the best.
Thankyou Peace
So nice for your response…was beginning to think no one cares lol
Love
Rachael x
Hi Rachael, I’m not surprised you feel the way you do it’s nerve racking enough to start a new job at the best of times but when you have had one of the toughest 6 months of your life, doubly so. You know what though you have done so well and although you will feel afraid try to celebrate inside the very fact that you have reached this amazing point in your recovery and just take it slow, particularly in your mind-you don’t have to run a marathon before you have walked. Will be thinking of you. I am nervous myself about starting back at work in a week or so and hoping my confidence returns quickly. X
Aww thankyou Isle
I’ve just felt like having a duvet day so have had to force myself to face the world etc
Can I ask how long ago your dx was? And what was your dx.
I had 6.5cm lobular, node neg, low onco score do no chemo x
Good luck with your job next week x
Thanks Evie
I’ve sent you a pm hun x