Has it returned?

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Hello all

 

I havent been onhere for quite a while for really positive reasons. My life hasdsort of returned to normal after being diagnosed in July 2011 and having a clear mammogram last August.  On Monday I returned for my second annual mammogram, there was a little bit of trepidation, but no major fear, which was great. I have had a lovely day out today and got home to a letter on the door mat, I have been recalled as they need to take some more images on TUesday. I am terrified and struggling to hold it together, I dont want to have to go through it all again.  MY treatment was lumpectomy and radiotherapy as there was no evidence of spread, I am now thinking why didnt I insist on chemo, I was only young (45) when diagnosed. 

 

I am trying hard to hold it together and remember that they havent told me it has returned in the letter, but in my head there could be no other reason, although I know that some people get good news. To be honest I am just terrified and angry, why me again. I know I wont get any answes  till Tuesday, I’m not really sure why I am  typing this, maybe just to feel a bit better for getting some of this out of my head.

 

Anne

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Hi…I don’t like being the first person to reply but you sound a bit low…I’ve got my second mammo coming up next week so I know the feeling of trepidation and sympathise…it could just be that the images they took weren’t good and clear enough and they want to repeat it…I’ve read on here of a few ladies who’ve been recalled and the results have been OK…I tend to think your BCN might’ve phoned if it was anything urgent…anyway I wish you the best of luck and massive hugs…just take a deep breath and be kind to yourself until the appt…

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Hi annew272,

I’m sorry you find yourself on the forum again.  As well as the support you will receive on here you could also call our helpline when they open again tomorrow.  It may help just to talk over your fears.  The number is 0808 800 6000 (Opening times 9-5 on weekdays and 10-2 on Saturdays)

Very best wishes

Janet

BCC Moderator

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Why don’t you speak with your BC nurse, and see if she can find out why they have recalled you? Don’t assume the worst…easy to say.
Good luck, and a big hug
Leigh