I’m sure I’m not the only one who feels like I do but feel really down and depressed. Only been diagnosed as secondaries a week ago and trying to be positive. Just today people around me all seem to be planning their lives with holidays, weddings, grandchildren and looking towards the future. My life seems to be on hold with nothing to look forward to but ill health. There is nothing anyone can do to change things but feel very alone despite having family around me. Its tiring to keep smiling when all I want to do is cry! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day! Thanks for listening! X
Hi Paris
i know exactly how you feel. I have days like this especially when due to go to any sort of appt, my results are due next week so feeling a bit weepy, but I have had 2 and a half years more than I ever thought I would when diagnosed. I want to cry when people mention planning holidays far in the future, retirement, grandchildren all the things I want BUT take hope from the ladies on here who have been here a good few years and try to plan a few treats for yourself now and be as normal as possible it really does help. I am in work looking at spreadsheets boring but normal lol . Sending hugs Wendyx