Good morning
I’m sorry to read that you have joined the club that no one wants to belong to.
I found the following thread when I was diagnosed last year. It has been invaluable. You may find it helpful to have a read and post on there.
I read the thread from the start by which time it had been going for a year - so a long read and twice as long now! It meant that I was privy to the stories of those who had got through the different stages of the treatment. Filled me with positivity and hope. In those moments I felt down they supported me and lifted me.
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I have had a different treatment regimen to you but there will be others on the thread who will be able to share their experiences and will offer sage advice.