I'm a emotional wreck

Been keeping it together for the last few days quite well till tonight. I have my appointment in the morning and I’m scared that this horrid illness has got me.

A week from finding the lump it’s a little larger, is painless and a weird shape attached to something within and I’ve an indentation just above it. Also some pucking and rash like on my under breast. I’ve also have some spotting.

My poor children is all I can think about

How did you get on?