I'm in my 50's, but feel like I'm in my 80s!

Hi, so I’m through op and rads. Rads were tough for me… It’s pretty standard patter that you should feel exhausted after treatment, but what exactly is a ‘standard’ reaction’?  I just want to go to bed with a mountain of books, preferably for a about a year! Does this make sense to anyone? Am I suffering ‘survivor guilt’? Is it the Tamoxifen? 

No Wonky, it’s called relief that you are done with active treatment. I did crawl into bed with books, hundreds of them! Never felt so exhausted. It’s fight or flight reaction, isn’t it? Once the fight is o er then I think our body doesn’t quite know what to do. I suggest you are kind to yourself, don’t beat yourself up, cancer has already done that. When you feel a little better try some gentle walks to ease your poor little body back into some normal rhythms. I have to say it’s taken me a year to get going again. Once I did, though, I’ve never enjoyed life so much after the treatments. It just takes time, Wonky. Hugs. X

Hi I finished my radiotherapy 6 months ago but still feeling tired and can’t be bothered, is this normal.?

All my sympathy Wonky. Its the tamoxifan. Im on examastane which does the same & feel like Im in my 80s, exhausted if I do anything.  Im trying to build strength at the gym. Doesnt seem to build stamina though…lol. 

 

Thing is I know I wouldnt be here without all the treatment & am grateful. However I miss my energy prior to bc I really do. Am hoping that once I get off the examastsne Ill get backsome get up and go!! Ive been on this stuff for four and half years…not that Im counting -haha!! They want 10yrs! No way! Might make 6. Xx