I’m cross-posting from the ‘Appointments and Test Results’ thread: forum.breastcancercare.org.uk/t5/Appointments-and-waiting-for/Perspective-needed/td-p/1217963
I have booked an appointment at a private one-stop breast clinic for Monday, because I couldn’t get an NHS appointment within the two week window - it came through AFTER I’d booked the private one, and wouldn’t be for another 11 days (though I saw my GP over a week ago). I just need to get through today and tomorrow. But I’m terrified that I might have IBC.
I went to the GP because I had on-off mild discomfort in my left breast for almost a year, and then a couple of months ago I noticed a patch of red marks, like little broken blood vessels, on the left underside of the same breast. The marks aren’t itchy or raised, and they’re quite light pinky-brown (as if they’re healing?) but they haven’t gone away. The nipple is normal. The breast isn’t swollen, as far as I can make out, but it’s always been bigger than the right one.
I keep checking my skin of signs of dimpling or orange peel, and I feel like I’m losing my mind. In some lights there’s nothing there and it’s all perfectly smooth. In others I feel like I can see very shallow dents. I don’t know if I’m seeing things.
I can’t think why else I would have red marks. Every instance of IBC I read about seems to have a slightly different onset, in terms of early symptoms - there doesn’t seem to be a set of definitive signs I can compare myself to. I can’t eat or sleep properly or focus, and I don’t know what to do over the next 48 hours.