Irritated with myself....

hellooooo

Am sorry to post something self-pitying but was really hoping you lovely people could cheer me up a bit. I think I’ve been doing really well, even though I feel like all I get is bad news after bad news through all this.

But today, can’t stop weeping. It’s really annoying me!! I am trying so hard to stay positive and upbeat, but today is a struggle. I just want to be able to feel that at the end of this I’ll be alright (am 3 FEC down, 3 taxotere to go, then 5 weeks rads) but I do feel a bit like it’s all against me - positive nodes, HER+, large tumour, some DCIS etc etc. Need to be able to feel that there is a bit of light at the end of the tunnel and all those things I wanted to do with my life (am 28) can maybe still happen…

Basically am having one of those days, and would v much appreciate a virtual hug!

Thanks, Liz x

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Hi Liz,

Just realised this thread started elsewhere - will go there,

Kirsty