Just what I am thinking. If only I could see the future, I could deal with the will be, rather than worry about the mightbe or hope for the maybe.
Meanwhile I just sit and wait, for the next scan to see if the enemy within has roused its troops and is winning any battles. Which reminds me of a quote from years ago, on a promotional ‘quote for the day’ thing we got at work, “You don’t have to win every battle to win the war”.
This is my hope then, that I win this war. For my children, my husband and my parents, my brothers, the others and my friends. And for me, because I LOVE them all so much and I love my life.
On a lighter note, did you hear the one about…
L x L x L
I will toast that - heres to winning the war!
Clarabelle xx
Yep - I know where you’re coming from! I guess us mets girls just live for the ‘stable’, ‘no spread’ results days don’t we? In between we live our lives as ordinarily as possible - medication allowing - but it can be very surreal at times. I too love my family and my life and just hope and pray I can enjoy both for a long time still to come. Here’s to all of us and may we all win the war 
Nicky x
Hi girls,
I so agree, here`s to winning the war!!
I also know where youre coming from when you say its so surreal,
the only time I know I,m ill at the moment(thank god) is when I go to the hospital and I see their faces it scares the life out of me!
I have such a wonderful team though.
Im off to play golf now ,non of the ladies know about my secondaries so its bliss.
Then off to eurodisney with my grandchildren next week…my b.c. nurse told me to do as much as I can whils`t I can…how scary is that!!..sooo surreal.
Take care,
Janx