Enjoy Keswick bloody lovely it will be lovely and festive atm ?
Shi love your positivity it is fab only you could have glitter in your Doris!!! With a twinkling top ???
???mishy ???shall I glitter my Mary too ???
Shi xx
??? why not ???
???only kidding, just wanted to make everyone ??? although sue from my thread found some interesting baubles for her work tree ???Shi xx
Sending my lovely Booby mates a ?? and huge hug today as Christmas is drawing close putting up tge tree did it for me a lump in my throat no tears though!!! im feeling all kinds of strange emotions i never knew were inside me they must have been buried deep inside but the strongest which feels like its bursting to get out is a feeling of overwhelming love for my kids and family
I wonder is this what happens to everyone who has had a bc diagnosis??
You ladies of course are never far from my thoughts too my fabulous strong courageous booby mates just wanted to ahare my feelings with you all ???
Wiuld have been better without the typos ???
Hi girls
Please send me some good vibes or prayers. I’ve had a call from GP to say there’s a shadow on my lung on cancer side and something on my rib on X-ray I had on Friday . I have had a cough for 6 weeks. Got to go back tomorrow for another X-ray.
Hope you’re all doing ok. Sorry I’ve not replied to your individual comments. I struggle with keeping up on this forum but do think of you all xx
Carole ???and 
And for you and ???and a ???The ???Bloods dance from may17 works wonders on everything which is why I’ve sent to you tooo ???Shi xx
Carile the positive vibes hand holding and virtual hugs ciming your way ??? im keeping everything crossed for you stay ?
We are here for you lovely lady xxx
*Carole *
Afternoon ladies.
Carole, hold tight. You’ve been in a similar situation before with your liver and it turned out to be nothing sinister. I’m hoping with everything that’s the case this time. ???
Michelle. Thanks for sharing the love. It’s the most important thing in the world isn’t it. Xxxx
Shi I took your tips in Keswick. I also went to castlerigg stone circle and pressed my liver against the rock that looks like the boss. ?
the garden centre. OMG. How amazing. I could of spent a fortune. Hubby wanted a giant polar bear. ? I’ve decided I’m going back to Keswick in January to do a spot of fell walking. Terrified of heights so catbells it is.
I hope everyone else is doing okay. We haven’t heard from tatyana for a while. Sending you my love if you read this. Also Kimi and missa. Xxx
Thank you Angela, Michelle and Shi. Angela I’m glad you enjoyed Keswick, one of my favourite places and beautiful walking.
This latest news has floored me. Angela you’re right I have had two liver scares which they said was chemo damage and a lung nodule that disappeared. This one just seems so scarey though.
I know I’m whinging to the wrong people here as you are all doing well dealing with your own traumas, but I really hoped I’d have at least a few years respite before this came back to haunt me. I don’t feel up to dealing with it now.
I just have to hope and pray that it’s just rads damage. ?xx
I’m hoping it’s good news for you Carole. It’s absolutely crap that you’re having to deal with this again.
It’s that awful feeling of dread. I know it so well. It makes it difficult to think positively. Rads cause all sorts of problems and if you’ve had a cough for weeks that could be the cause of the shadow. It doesn’t mean it has to be cancer. I had bits and bobs on my lungs which the docs thought may be cancer. They weren’t.
Never feel bad about talking about your fears. We’re all here to support each other. Xxx
Carole you are not whinging you are just sharing your feelings so don’t apologise this is what this site is for x Angela pleased you enjoyed Keswick its beautiful there and i admire your spirit as I don’t think i could do it im Scared of heights too!!!xxx
Carole ?? This is our warm cozy hot blanket place where we all can wrap ourselves up with each other and our loving friendships ??where we come to when we have ?? times, ???times ???times ???Times and any other time . Ftf, so happy you had lovely time in Keswick and garden centre, was the big unicorn still there? And did you see the singing reindeer outside near the santaland bit? I hope you did they were lovely ??tatyana darling sending big big To you and mishy your red dot lush shampoo is going down a storm with threads ??everyone is getting good thick hair back ??hope Ella’s getting excited for Christmas ??love to everyone Shi xx
Yes Shi, we saw the singing reindeers, they’re absolutely fabulous. ?
I’m still using the lush shampoo. It’s the only shampoo my mam will use now too. It’s bloody marvellous.
I hope we all have a good weekend. I’m off for bloods this morning, then oncologist appointment tomorrow. Hoping he has the results of my tumour profiling and that they open more doors for drug options.
Dreamt last night that docs had it wrong and it was pepper on my liver not mets. ?? dear me. !
Xxxx
Singing reindeer sound lovely Shi i hope you are enjoying everything Christmas i know you love it!!! Ellas nursery Christmas fair tomorrow and Christmas jumper day i got her a lovely one, im pleased to see 5he lush shampoo is working its magic for everyone how lovely tho think my little find could help so many of ojr lovely ladies get Lush thick hsir back Angela i still use it my hair is growing like mad now im having it cut again after the holidays as the girl was busy
I will be thinking of you tomorrow got your back as always sending the positive vibes and hand holding ?
Tatanya sending you my love too hope you are keeping well and treatment is still not giving you any blood problems ??? just incase
Carole ? for you too lovely
Kimi hope you are enjoying the Christmas build up not long now ladies
Missa you are in my thoughts too if you are reading sending you ???
Well ladies for now xxx
Ah these tyoos have never improved have they ???
Ftf ??Darling mishy have great time at Christmas jumper day, I’m pleased to see better prices on them this year all round, they were silly prices last year, I think the retailers should dontate at least half of every jumper sold to save the children fund, that would boost things even more.??Shi xx
I’ve only gone and got some bloody good news ladies. My blood tests seem to show that cape is working. Liver function test much improved. ??
Also, they have found two faulty genes. They think they are going to be able to tailor a clinical trial for me. Hubby is crying tears of happiness for a change.
I just said to him before appointment this morning
‘In the words of Radiohead ‘I feel my luck could change’. Xxx