Thanks to you lovely people on these understanding replies! It is all consuming and I’m boring myself thinking about it all! Looking for a positive I just had another pain free injection so I am grateful. I feel like I actually tolerated EC fairly well considering, but now fear the next lot in case it’s worse.
Also fed up of my appearance - I wish it was colder so I could wear my cute beanies but in this heat it’s just my pale scalp staring back at me. Every night now I get into bed and remind myself it’s another day ticked off and closer to finishing this brutal treatment.
This weekend I’m going to try and re-focus on thinking of nice treats for after this. Firstly - enjoying some nice food! Meals I will cook - a nice roast dinner, treats to eat out - fish and chips on the north Norfolk coast, Christmas shopping - so maybe crepes with chocolate sauce! I think this dreadful taste in my mouth, the indigestion and other issues has made me obsessed about food in the future to really look forward to! Xx