Hi Guys - (New Here) XXX
Found a 1 - 1/2cm hard lump/mass in lower left breast cleavage area just before Xmas. Thought nothing of it. I beleived BC was manifested in pea shape lumps. The thing has grown to about 2-2 1/2" and is definately noticable in movement/sleeping etc. Went to GP today after twice putting off. Told her i was worried about a lump. She examined me and found an additional 1 just under my nipple. The she said the wierdest thing. "So what are you worried it is? (even though she confirmed it needed looking at) she said it about 4 times and i kept saying “well there’s a big mass and a lump” She then said “Say the words Kathy”. So I said Im worried its bc. It was almost like she needed me to admit that it was what I was thinking but couldn’t say it. - Very strange, but I felt a little more accepting of the fact that it could possibly be BC. And that I had a problem using the words.
Im waiting for my 24/48 hour phone call to book me in. Im very scared but a little bit less in denial about the chances. Think the worst etc. Had a bit of a meltdown when I come out of GPs but I felt I needed it as I had bottled everything up.
Sorry to ramble but has anyone else experienced this ? Aged 48 - Total Hysterectomy at 30 due to Endometriosis x
Kathy xxx