I am soooo gutted. After my thread last week about flying with LO, I only have it mild at 7%, I woke up a few days ago with a swollen hand. Never had it so noticably bad. I was stunned.
I think it may have been the heat and it was very humid. Had to wear my sleeve and gauntlet for work. I teach, and every kid I saw that day asked me what was wrong with my arm (and staff).
I’m affraid I lied to the kids, telling them it was a flare up of an old injury. I was very plausable and they believed me. I told staff truth. Thing is, do I want all and sundry to know this and am I always to be seen as that cancer victim?
Someone needs to do a much better job on the sleeves too. My sleeve and gauntlet are dif colours so really stand out.
Also wondering if I now need a bigger sleeve if the hand appears so much bigger, and will it just keep getting progressively worse? This is a real issue for me as I am an artist and right handed which is my bad side. I am so frightened that this thing may disable me further, lifes pretty hard as it is with all the emotional baggage we carry regarding a reoccurance or secondary diagnosis, not to mention feeling ugly, unsexy, fat and having no sex drive. I’m moaning too much now so will go! Any tips or advice most welcome.
Irene