I had double mastectomy 10 weeks ago .Im finding it really hard to even look at them. I dont feel like a woman anymore. I cry most mornings when i wake up and at night. I am sofa surfing between my daughters as i am… going through a divorce at the moment .I put on a cheerful face in front of my girls and the grand children they have all been great but worry about me and I dont want to add more stress to their busy lives
Wee chicken Please do ring the number on here and speak to a nurse And also do please speak to your team Remember breast cancer now and your team are there to support and guide you It’s still early days for you and please be kind to yourself Use breast cancer now and all it’s services that will 
alway be here for you 
Shi xx
Weechicken
Thinking of you, you have been through so much I had a single mastectomy and found that very hard. Please take one day at a time, be kind to yourself call the breast cancer nurses on this site they are so kind, understanding will point you in the right direction.
Take good care, with lots of rest, good food. Keep posting on this site, lovely ladies will reply to you and help you as much as they can.
A very big hug to you. Tili 
Hi
I had a single mastectomy on November 16 2021 and I have found it so much tougher than I thought it would be emotionally, you have had a bilateral so it’s double the shock.
I was told by someone that it is a form of grief and it’s natural and normal to feel like this.
I know you don’t want to cause stress for your family but they too maybe upset and stressed for all you have been through and hiding it from you.
The nurses at breast cancer now are wonderful and have helped me loads.
I have also used Macmillan and Maggies.
I hope you manage to find some comfort soon xxx