Edit: can’t delete so just took the text out as, on rereading, it sounded glib and silly. Will do better next time.
Oh Tigress - its totally fine to write whatever you are feeling here, there will be no judgement on ‘how things sound’ as we all deal with things differently.
Have you just been diagnosed ?
On diagnosis the only thing I really remember is my dr saying that I will know other people that have gone through this but to remember that this is my journey because everyone’s is different but the anxieties are the same and the what ifs.
I was diagnosed at the same time as you with OBC and it seems a lifetime waiting for results, night time is horrible as constantly checking for any other lumps. My head has slowly caught up with everything now. Every time I went to an appointment to see my dr I was positive in mind and then he would hit me with something else, more tests. He started me on Letrozole as a bridging treatment. When first diagnosed I never thought that I would be happy to say that it is locally advanced metastasis.
Here anytime you want to talk. Xx