Nervous about results

Hello everyone. Last Thursday I had a microductectomy, I’m not sure how much the consultant removed as I didn’t see him before I was discharged but he was hoping he would find the milk duct causing the problem but he did warn me that if he couldn’t locate the exact one he’d remove a group of tissue from behind the nipple. He was sending the removed duct/tissue to the lab for testing and I have to go back next Friday to get the results. I hate this part and my mind is going crazy. I’ve also had trouble coming to terms with the size of the scar and the bruising I had from the surgery but I’m slowly getting used to it well not bursting into tears every few seconds anymore. I think its my own fault really I didn’t really ask enough questions just agreed with everything he said and said no questions, didn’t fully understand what was going to happen and still don’t know what exactly he did. I also think I thought that once surgery was done it was over, didn’t really think about the way it would look afterwards even if it is temporary. All in all I feel a bit of an emotional wreck really. In some ways I can’t wait to get to next Friday as at least then I’ll know what we are dealing with. Anyway thank you for listening to my waffle.

I am not really sure what that is, but I feel for you… Is there a breast care nurse you can call? Or maybe try the helpline here, to talk over your worries, they are super and guided me through mine, they could help you compile some questions for when you go for your results and help you come to terms with the scarring, which will settle down. My scar is very neat now, although visible, very neat and not half as bad as it was when I first removed the dressing. You poor thing, I hope you manage to relax, but call the helpline, the number is free from a landline. Let us know how your results go though… Hugs

Dear highlander73 May I echo what Sommer suggested about ringing the helpline. They will be able to offer you some support and information. They are open from 9-5 on weekdays and 10-2 on Saturdays. The number is 0808 800 6000.
Take care
Very best wishes
Janet
BCC Facilitator

Thank you everyone for your comments - I feel a little stronger everyday just wish I could go get the results tomorrow rather than having to wait another week. I didn’t have a dressing on my wound so I’ve been able to see it since I came out think the drugs on the first day meant I didn’t really take it in but the Friday was horrible it looked gross and I couldn’t bear to look at it. The glue has started coming off along with the stitches and I have to say now the dried blood is coming away it doesn’t seem quite so bad. Bruising is still there and not pretty, going some wonderful colours. One thing though I’ve noticed under the skin seems quite lumpy I assume this is normal and just the swelling where he’s been in and cut and done things but should I be concerned. I’m worried though now with my past performance with the consultant of not asking questions I’ll do the same when I go back for my results I just hope they let my partner come in with me at least he’ll ask the questions that perhaps I’ll be too dumbstruck to ask.

Dear Highlander 73
It has just been over a week since I had a lumpectomy and I go back in over a week for my results and I can really relate to what you are going through. My mind just goes blank if I try to think of any questions! I will take someone in with me for my results with the surgeon as I know I probably won’t take everything in. I too got upset when I saw the wounds for the first time but I had to get it out of my system. Good luck with your appointment.

Hi Julie Thank you for your comments I took my husband with me for the results as I was worried I wouldn’t ask the right questions and I took a list of questions with me to try and make sure I covered everything as it goes the consultant was very good and actually answered them all before I could ask them. Sorry I hadn’t updated my post as I’ve been to get my results now and thankfully I got the all clear although they don’t actually know what caused the bloody discharge but the lab results didn’t show anything either pre cancer or cancer so I’m very thankful for that. I’m also very thankful for the support I received here from everyone during this horrible journey I’m very very grateful for the results I’ve got and its given me a different perspective on life now. Thank you everyone.