Hi Sparrow,
Have been following your story, im so sorry you have to go through this again. I have an appt mon 16th to see what my lump is and am terrified, so thought id let you know im thinking of you and hope we both have good results. Im also trying to stay off of the internet and keep to this forum.
Good luck
Sam xx
Hi Sam
I hope you are coping ok with the waiting? its naff isn’t it! I will be thinking of you also next week, with any luck they will be able to give you some answers.
xxx
Hi all
first of all i would like to say huge thank you to all that have been supporting me during this time.
I have wanted to comment on other posts that i have been reading but feel quite inadequate and so have refrained but have sympathy for the fear that you/ they are going through.
my appointment is on thursday and it cannot come quick enough as along with the second lump i found i have an additional recruit at my collar bone area!!! am hoping i am being paranoid but fear the worst all the same. as an additional bonus the original lump seems to be getting bigger again.
This is going to be a very long few days. Thank you all for letting me rant, it is quite a relief to be able to voice the worry, i don’t like to at home as i don’t want them to worry. does that make sense?
thank you again xxxx
Hi Sparrow
That’s what this forum is for - rant away.
Sending hugs and good wishes. Fingers crossed for Thursday.
Dx
Hi Sparrow, hugs and tlc from me too, and as DJ007 says, thats the beauty of this site, you rant away, it really does help and I understand how you dont want those at home to worry tho of course they will, you are doing well and I know from experience that having people who are going thu/gone thr same and similar it really does help that feeling of isolation I found, as when others would say they knew how I felt, i would think no,you dont, so please keep posting on here, I def found friends family and this website all have an important role to help us and you in turn help others on here without even knowing it. Lots of love Shar x
Hi all
Im back on the waiting game!!! had ultra sound today and was confirmed that more nodes are enlarged and that the original node has got ton slightly bigger again soooo more hole punching for me!!!
My breast care nurse was really nice and told me she will call as soon as she knows anything, fingers crossed ( i will end up with arthritis in my knuckles if i have to keep this up much longer!!!)
What ride you’re having, very sorry all this is so inconclusive. In some ways it’s good news in other ways if it is the C, you really want to know and crack on with treatment.
Wishing you a good outcome, hugs meantime ((( )))
Christine xx
Oh Sparrow, my heart goes out to you, what a carry on hopefully you will be at the end of this wait very soon, it’s been awful for you, take care and lots of hugs xx
So sorry to hear thar you are still waiting. I am keeping my fingers crossed and will check back.
Hi all
Back again, biopsy results showed reactive changes and so have to go back next week for blood tests! I think they are looking for toxoplasmosis but have read that nhl mimics toxoplasmosis? wouldn’t i be ill if i had toxoplasmosis? anyhow, still waiting!!!
Hi Sparrow…just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and sending positive thoughts your way.