Well, I was back at the Royal Marsden yesterday to see Miss MacNeill as I wanted some answers to why my chest feels permanently tight so long after having the implants removed. It turns out that the pectoral muscles have atrophied and shrunk and that is why I have this permanent feeling of wearing a bra that is much too tight and has ridden up under my arms. Unfortunately there isn’t ANYTHING that can be done about it, or to alleviate that particular feeling and I was told, more or less, to learn to live with it.
I raised the issue of lipomodelling, didn’t say I’d already seen Mr Bonomi at Worthing, and was told that it’s too new, too experimental, she wouldn’t recommend me for it in light of what happened with the implants… She said that she’s seen some results presented at a cancer conference recently from a surgeon in Nottingham and wasn’t impressed at all.
So to cut a long story short, all she recommends for me is to tidy up the chest wall cosmetically, so that when that is healed I have the option of wearing a contact prosthesis. I also have an appointment for Acupuncture tomorrow that the Pain team referred me for.
All in all, very depressing. I don’t want to be flat chested for the rest of my life but what else can I do? Sadly we can’t afford for me to have a Private 2nd opinion even as I haven’t been working due to the discomfort in my chest.
Trudie.