Hi
I am just thinking out loud really, reflecting on this year.
I am still smiling, I wonder why, I wonder if I am unable to get in touch with my feelings cos I have had a horrendous year but I am still happy.
My mum in law died of bowel cancer, I was close but it had a terrible effect on my OH.
My daughter was diagnosed with a stomach problem, she was given some medication that she had to self inject, but ended up in A&E with a severe reaction, so she is receiving no medication and feels ill all the time.
My son nearly had his house reposed so I had to take out a second mortgage to buy him out, (I was arranging this on the morning of my surgery)
My mum had a skin cancer but luckily no further treatment is required
I developed breast cancer in July, and 3 weeks ago my little sister found a large lump in her breast. Her first appointment is this afternoon.
My OH has had a bad back for 2 months, so I have had to do everything, from working full time to housework shopping, cooking etc, we also spent last Thursday night in A&E, they diagnosed kidney stones, very painful but at least not a long term problem. (Tell him that, he now acts as if he is very very ill).
I am wondering if my life will go back to how it was. I liked my life.
Perhaps I smile alot as I have two wonderful pugs that make me laugh every single day,
Deb
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