Also maybe this will help:
At the begining of my journey I asked people to share their success stories. Reading them has really helped me: Need a success story
Go to Maggie’s you can just walk in or call, they offer various support workshops etc. it may help take your mind off. ( If you don’t have Maggie’s near you, ask your BC what is the nearest Cancer support centre near you).
Every morning ask yourself what do I need, what would be best for me today.
And post here anytime you need it! Sending hugs