Best thing I’ve found for eczema (as I’m allergic to almost every eczema product!) is this particular Neutrogena hand cream
It has the texture of Vaseline but is made from glycerine so no petroleum products or lanolin and the red cap one has no fragrance - it’s about £5 in the supermarket and sometimes on sale too. I’ve also found Rosehip oil ok but very liquid so makes a mess!
So sorry you had an awful experience especially when you’re so vulnerable. Did the actual planning part ok? How are you feeling about the choices you had to pick (often none feel ideal!). Is there anything you like doing that you feel well enough to do to cheer you up? Really hope you find something to feel better xx