Hi, sorry if this is a bit rambling but I had bc 2 years ago which didn’t spread to the lymph nodes and was removed and then 15 rounds of radiotherapy . I’ve felt pretty traumatised since but I started a new job in January and am trying to get on with life.
Anyway, my dreaded mammogram is coming up on Wednesday and I thought I was doing okay until Friday when I noticed a strange twinging pain in my affected side now and again which has got worse & worse over the weekend. It tends to move around sometimes I think it’s my ribs (I fell a few weeks ago but thought I was ok), sometimes my breast especially my nipple) sometimes my neck or back. I was just bathing my daughter and she was splashing water all over and my breast really hurt when I leant over and I felt absolutely terrified.
Another thing is that I’m on Tamoxifen and also going through the menopause I’d gone about 5 months without a period then suddenly it came back out of the blue which makes me wonder if I’ve put weight on (I’m already obese) and therefore have more estrogen in my body and that’s made my bc come back.
My last mammogram didn’t go so well as I was recalled - turned out to be nothing but I was a mess. I’m just so frightened.