hi didds thanks thanks for the comment to be honest i think im being silly i have been told by 3 doctors i will be fine, and my boobs are lumpy plus the lump is mobile my doc told me to stop wasting my money to go private, I dont think I have griefed properly i was 11 weeks but knew by week nine there was something wrong, I can look forward to the hol incase I have breast cancer if you know what i mean x
My boobs are very lumpy, when I had my first mri scan the sonographer said to me, Oh your boobs are very glandular,So I said is that a good thing, she said Oh yes if you breast feed,Ive also been told I have Fibrocystic breast disease and have clusters of cysts around my nipple ,Some days my boobs get really painful I just want to hack them off,as they are a 38c and they get very heavy,I got told my fibro is benign, but I still have my doubts but its me being silly.Where are you going on holiday,Ive just come back from cyprus on 12th July it was lovely 45 degrees as it was a heatwave but holiday done me the world off good, as I know yours will too x
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You’re obviously really stressed with what has happened to you, and you’re thinking if that could happen, then something else bad could happen as well, and you’re convincing yourself of the worst without basing anything on it. They can usually tell the difference between benign lumps and malignant lumps, and I am sure if three consultants have said they think it will be fine, then it will. DON’T go on the net looking at breast cancer sites. It is the worst thing you can do. I had a liver scare in January, had my breast cancer 3 years ago with bilateral mastectomies and reconstruction at the RVI in Newcastle, and following my liver scare looked at every site on the net, which was how I ended up like you finding this site. However, you end up scaring yourself silly. I know I did. Try not to worry, and get yourself on holiday and relax. Don’t go looking for problems until they come looking for you. Just out of curiosity which hospital in Newcastle have you been to and who have you seen.
Julie x
yeah my lump is above my nipple and my doc said it was fibro summick!
I have been seeing Doctor Needham who use to work at the breast clinic at the RVI he now works at holmside medical group in benwell i was going to go private and see a doctor at the Nuffield in jesmond private but he told me to cancel as he said its nothing!
Hi again
you sounds a little calmer now, I hope you have gained some re-assurance from the messages from the various ladies on here tonight.
Let us know how you are getting on and we will all be fingers crossed for a clear result.
i have a spot above my nipple to the doc said that was a boil, is that a symptom? x
All I can tell you is whatever happens the girls on here will see you through, they have me. You won’t ever be alone and you can say what you want without concerning your family if thats how you want to play it. You will never be on your own on this site and you will meet so many people that will become good friends. I can’t tell you not to worry because that’s what I’m doing. Just take the support fom all of the girls.
Chrissie
hello up again 5 in the morning still havent slept or ate think im gona go to docs and get a sedative or something today x
Hi Again
Just a quick message before I go off to work, I think it’s a good idea to see if the GP can give you something to help calm you down. Hopefully he willbe able ot help and you can get some sleep.
Hi Geordielolo, How are you feeling today, Did you manage to go to the doctors, Has he suggested Anti-Depressents,I was put on them in 1999, and have been on them ever since, sue to Post Operative Depresion Since 1996, Ive had 12 major spinal fusion operations on my back and even ended up getting MRSA 4 times which complicated my ops so more was needed,In 1999 I had 2 more major ops on my back within 2 weeks of each other this was march 1999, then in may 1999 I found out I was pregant , I went for a scan and was told Id miscarried,which I didnt know cos I didnt bleed,Next thing I knew they booked me in on a wednesday to get it removed and sterlisie me at the same time,then On the friday I get the dreaded phonecall to inform me to came straight to the hospital and bring somebody with me,Where then I was told, Im sorry but you have Cervical Cancer,Would you like a cup of tea!!,It all happened so very fast, One minute I was preganant with my 3rd child then the next I had cancer…I went to see my oncologist and he told me I had Modiratley differentiated Squarmas Cell Carcinoma,(Aggressive Cancer) I was 26 at the time,I had 2 options, A radical Hysterectomy and Lymphectomy or Radio therapy,I asked what would happen if I left it.He told me I would have about 9 months to live.As you can imagine I was so shocked and opted for Hysterectomy.Luckily I didnt need no chemo or radio afterwards,And Ive been clear ever since, although I now have to self catherterise everyday due to tumor being near my bladder, due to nerve damage,But Im alive.How I see it is, My baby died to save my life.My medical histroy is very complicated as nothing is ever straight forward with me, I use to always have a positive outlook on things but now what Ive been through if I stay positive then everything goes negative (well it did in the past) thats why now Ive got to stop thinking like that,Ive crossed so many bridges in my life theres none left to cross,The tablets help me tremendously,Its just down to medical stuff, which wasnt my fault getting knock back after knock back certainly begins to take its toll,I know Im waiting for results at the moment, but afer what Ive been through I cant help but worry, But Im determined to stay strong and positive,The reason I came across this site was I done a search on google about Fibroadenomas and it took me to here, People are so freindly and supportive ,just as we will be for you,Good luck Diane x