Progesterone, assorted other hormones and fluffy cake

Beth, I’m so glad you’ve made this decision and know you’re counting down the time. I’m sure you’ll find it makes a big difference to how you feel, just having the time to fit in all the things you want to do and getting some real me time. I just hope the time goes quickly for you, June is not that far away and you’ll be finishing in time for the summer and lots of lovely walks with Mac.

 

Delly, so sorry to hear you sounding so down, i hope things are feeling a bit brighter now. But I’m glad you can talk about it on here, please don’t ever feel you shouldn’t be telling us. You’re the first to say that this is not only for the funnies, it’s here for the bad times too. So sending you love and hugs, and hope tomorrow is a better day.

 

Well this has been a dismal day in Dorset, so apart from my bookclub I’ve stayed tucked up in the warm and dry today, didn’t even go with the OH to take Daisy out. My walking group got cancelled, I did say I’d join them for the coffee afterwards if they decided to go ahead, I don’t enjoy ploughing through mud and gales and rain.

But it was too wet for everyone, it’s like spring has gone away.

 

Except my cosmos has sprouted already, Helena, you reminded me I had seeds left over from last year, so i planted mine up last week. I’d forgotten how quick they are.

 

Enjoy your evening fluffy willows.

Evening all from still blustery and grey Devon. I’m back from a cinema trip to see Beauty and the Beast. No idea why I wanted to see it,but we both really enjoyed the escapism!
Beth Carolyn is the tangled tapestry fluffy. I limit myself to garden sowing. Very excited to come back to lots of seeds coming through in trays - the cosmos are rampant!
Delly a hug for you and I hope knowing we are here helps when you are feeling sad.
Clair fingers crossed for you tomorrow. As always we will be squished in that room with you virtually - but will look away if needed!! Xx

Good evening Willows, just a really quick pop in during the break of Broadchruch, gripping or what?  Then it’s straight off the bed for me as early physio appointment in the morning.  Happy anniversary to you and Colin Helena.  Good luck tomorrow Clair, just make sure you let it all out and tell your doctor exactly how you’re feeling.  Big hug to you Delly, think you feel everything very intensely, good and bad things, but at least you do feel and express your feelings, much better than bottling them up.  Glad you enjoyed the film Janey, I’ve heard good things about it.  Horrible day here so I rewatched The Second Exotic Marigold Hotel this Pm, love that film.  Love to you all, won’t name you all as Broadchurch is back on now xx

Hello and good morning
Well it’s sunny here in Devon and I’m sat outside drinking my coffee.
Now if the sun goes …blame me as I’m just switching the washing machine on so I’m jinxing the sunshine for today !!
Loving broadchurch this series but as didn’t watch previous ones …finding it a bit hard to follow. Loved ant and Dec Saturday night …with holly and Phil bit …hilarious …they say laughter is the best medicine !!
Xxc

Morning lovelies, it’s quite nice here in sunny somerset Carolyn to cold to sit outside though so I’m having my tea in doors.
I had a lovely chat with the Dr she’s given me a higher dose of naproxen tablets, some mepredaec and buscopan and
amitriptyline for night time so hopefully that’ll help. She said that my gyne appointment has already been fast tracked through and in view of waiting times I’m lucky.
She also reassured me about my sisters condition and said it’s a totally different thing and try not to worry. She was very sympathetic and made me feel a lot better. I’m resting at home today to let the tablets kick in and will see how I feel tomorrow. Thank you for all your love and hand holding
Lv Clair xxxx

Delly hope your having a better day today my darling xxxx

So glad doctor appointment went well Clair.  My doc put me on amitriptyline a few months ago to help with my daily headaches.  They haven’t made any difference to  the headaches, however I get more sleep with them as although the hot flushes keep waking me up during the night, instead of laying there waiting for the next one I drop straight back to sleep now.  One tip that my acupuncture lady gave me (she’s a retired gp) is to take them about 8pm instead of just before bed as sometimes it’s hard to wake up in the morning.  Have to say after taking them for a few weeks I started to feel better, hope you do too.

 

Its been a beautiful sunny day here, really feels like Spring has sprung xx

Dellydarling

 

Hope you are feeling better tomorrow, sending you a huge hug xxx

Evening lovelies,
We’ve had four seasons in one day here!!
Ahh that’s really helpful Lesley thank you I’ll do the same Xxx
I’ve decided to stay home tomorrow and see how I go. I can’t risk any side effects when I’m at work. The pain has eased a bit thankfully but now I’ve got to sort out timing when to take them to get the most benefit. I can’t believe the waiting times for appointments it’s awful so I’m really glad I’ve got mine.
Helena both the drs at my surgery are really lovely but I feel the lady one is a tad more sympathetic. She said to me today if there’s anything you need just call even of its just a chat. I always feel so bad taking up thier time as they’re so busy. Massive hugs and love to you all lv Clair xxx

Me too Helena, can’t even remember which bit it was now though.  It’s so good, I have no idea “who did it” and Julie Hesmond… (can’t remember her full name) acting is surperb.  Can’t wait fir next weeks episode.

 

Saw physiotherapist this am.  She said my cording was virtually gone and have now have lots more movement back in my arm so the injection has worked.  Given me exercises to do daily and doesent need to see me anymore, feeling lots happier now.  Just the dreaded mammogram lurking.  Wearing underwired bra Saturday was a big mistake.  Was fine at first but after a while the wire started digging into my scar and now it’s really sore, back to the Sainsbury’s pull on jobbies for me.

 

Still no Lily.  I do remember though at Christmas she went off the radar for a while as she was visiting family.  Hopefully she’s off having a nice time without giving us a thought xx

That was it Helena, I too jumped and squealed out loud.  I didn’t even think of Millers ex husband.  But he’s a murderer of a little boy, surely not a rapist too?   Lenny Henry has surprised me, never seen him in a serious acting role before, Im impressed xx

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Four seasons here too. Broadchurch superb last night as always, but it is strange to see where we go camping as a hotbed of murder and mayhem!
Clair, I’ve commented elsewhere, but chuffed you’ve got your GP on side and Lesley yay to the cording’ disappearance!
I’m very yawny but suddenly it’s Lloyd Cole time, so I’m indulging my yoof but feeling my age!!
Hugs before I start singing along - or maybe snoring! Zzz xxx

Me too on radio 2 and 4, so I reckon you’re up on Mr Cole. I love love love the Witterings, so beautiful. I am a TV addict for Gardeners World ?

West Wittering, Havent been there for years Charys.  My parents friends used  to have a holiday home there so spent many a weekend there, happy memories.  I like my telly but am quite selective, Not one for just having it on in the background.  One of my friends has hers on constantly, very loud, drives me crazy, will not turn it off even when we’re trying to talk, I find it rude.  If I’m on my own I like music, especially when during the housework but usually I just like silence, it’s bliss after many years in noisy offices.  Mind you, i am looking forward to the summer, sitting in the garden with a book and birds singing, nothing like it.

No telly this evening, we’ve got a jigsaw on the go.  It’s funny, he gets up, does a few bits, sits down, I get up and do a few.  We never sit and do it at the  same time, wonder why that is?  Probably end up squabbling maybe.

Haha - lost in Lloyd Cole (without his commotions!), I shall try and work a lyric into my words Charys! Interval now but no icecream! Xx

Hello my lovely Magnolia Stellata’s,

 

Thanks for all your cwtchy messages, loving messages and hugs everyone.

I’ve felt tons better today, but been out all day since 9 am. And a beautifully bright one - terribly cold wind here though. I stood having my first two morning mugs o’ tea watching three goldfinchs, from the undisturbing view of my back door window. Looked to be showing interest in one of my nesting boxes, or maybe the nearby Cotoneasta berries, more so. Beautiful coloured little tiny things, flitting about all over the shrubs. Must go and put some more nuts and mealworms out tomorrow, for them and the backbirds. Picked up another feeder today, from one of the charity shops at a bargain quid

CorrrClaireebee - I’m soooo glad your Dr’s appointment went well and that you felt more calm from it. Great that they’re fast tracking your gynae apptment - you desperately need that sorted to give you peace of mind.I had the most wonderful lady GP, where I lived. It was thanks to her diligence, conscientiousness and being hot on women stuff, that I was seen within two days of going to her with my initial lump. Still feel I owe her a lot, but found the most beautiful 1st edition book on the Lake Disrict to give her, she being a keen fellow rambler and Lakeland fell walker, by way of a relatively small thank you for helping me catch things early. 

Carolyn - Yeh, an amazing bunch of caring wonderwomen on here. “Squeaky bum”! - that’s a new one on me!!

Dizzy, Janey, Helena - Thanks me dears for your loving messages. I’m gonna have to look up what “Cosmos” is like. Janey, yes, thank you, it does greatly help to know you’re all there.

Bethy-boo - Congrats on your no 15. Your forgetting (had to laugh), can only add extra spice?!! Yes/No. Big count down for you then now, 'ey. Must be a huge refief, but I would imagine some sadness, maybe also disappointment too? Hope you’re doing better with your health, generally, are you??

Lesley - So with you on both the Exotic Marigold films - classic British films. Mind you, I’ll watch anything  with Dames Judi or Maggie in. With all this talk of “Cosmos”, are you still watching the stars on your ceiling? or has the novelty faded. Hows hubby now? Hope he’s not still panting and groaning for the wrong reasons? What? I’m innocent here!!  That was going back to too much of your own info, sweetpea, not mine !Glad your physio’s been successful.  And yeh, we hadn’t forgotten you’d slipped your bra clasps undone at Raymonds - hussy of a woman that you are!.

Cwtchy-Charys - Yey on Rad 2. I was a big fan of Wogan - umph. I’d tried placing a request for my X neighbours to say a big “Thanks” for their support to my parents, and me during breast cancer etc. couple of years ago, just at the time he was unknowingly ill. Kept getting messages back saying he’ll be off air for a while. Then . . . . umph, he’s gone. Sooo sad. I love still Steve Wright’s Sunday love songs. And Jeremy Vine, who took over from Jimmy Young’s (yeh, really showing my age!) interview progs has some really interesting serious discussions/debates.

 

Had a very helpful appointment with the specialist physio this morn (well yesterday now). I was keen to know what I can do to try slow/fight the progress of this hand disorder and try gain back more movement if possible, massage/ exercise wise. She was very encouraging, gave me loads of exercises and tips to try make the best of, which is all I can do because it won’t ever get better. So that’s been a big help. Afternoons appointment with the hand Orthopaedic - different matter. Yeh, I could have surgery to straighten fingers, but I have the prob of being immuno-compromised with both arms and therefore a difficult and poor prognosis on fighting any possible infection from surgical procedures, plus risk of lymphoedema - Umph, the physio had mentioned Cortisone injections, until I’d mentioned that factor to her this morn. Somehow had forgotten the same with finger surgery, so was glad the consultant pulled me up on what I’d said. So both injections and surgery are a risk, of course. BLAM - another much later BC aftermath.

Good news tho’ - my left hand already feels better with me carrying out the recommended exercises and stretching, which in turn helps ME feel better. I’m prepared to do anything. am just sad it’s taken so long to be heard and a change of GP to make it happen. BUT, very glad it has. Yip, Yipee’ yi 'yey. No. I’m not being sarcastic - it’s GOOD.   I also have it in mind to get myself down to the Manchester Metropolitan Uni, go see my ‘X’ neighbour’s physio students and act as a guinea pig for some treatments down there. Can’t make anything worse.

 

Sooo, a much better, more positive day on the planet, and thank you so much for supporting me in my “downer” girlies.   

Much love to everyone

Dellywelly xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Good morning Willows,

 

Horrible here today, wet and windy.  Went to get the papers and brolly blew inside out wrecking it.  Such a change from yesterday’s lovely sunshine.

 

Right, gotcha Helena, Trisha’s ex, now that makes sense, he’s up to something.

 

So Glad physio helping Delly.  I’m so bad at doing the exercises at home myself though.  Hope you’re more disciplined than me.

 

Papers read, crossword almost finished, will have to wait until himself has finished his for some help, he loves that as his word power is extensive, gives him a chance to show off lol.

 

Got Mr Iceland delivering later, thought I’d give him a try instead of Mr Tesco and stock up on the freezer stuff, plus it’s free delivery xx

 

 

Delly, just realised I didn’t answer about night sky projector - I had it in the bedroom but didn’t get much use out of it because I always read in bed, then when I switch the light off and go to/try to go to sleep I have my eyes closed so I moved it downstairs.  Now when there’s nothing on telly I want to watch and I don’t feel like Knitting I put it on and lay on the sofa and find it very relaxing.  I don’t use it as much now as I did at first though, probably because I forget about it xx