It is not uncommon to develop PTSD following a Breast cancer diagnosis and/or treatment!
I was diagnosed in January 2016 and consequently had a mastectomy with reconstruction, 6 x FEC chemotherapy and 15x radiotherapy finishing my active treatment on 26th October 2016.
I dealt with my diagnosis and treatment, being on my own, quite well and looked forward to an ever improving 2017. Post treatment I was put on Letrozole. I worked throughout my treatment only taking the most necessary time off.
In February I could hardly move, as my shoulders were so very painful. I was put onto Tamoxifen and thankfully my joints have improved immensly, however am no longer able to shift my weight gained through chemo treatment.
I attended a Moving Forward course in February 2017, too. It seemed very helpful, but it did not mention one condition many of us may be subject to…
My recovery slowed and many days I was less capable then when I went through treatment.
I was frustrated with the slow physical recovery ( evere fatigue) and lingering chemo brain/cognitive dysfunction. Having researched, this can happen, especially when on the chemo regime I had been on.
Initially I put a lot of things down to my medication and recovery from chemo.
I noticed during late summer, that I was reacting in ways untypical for me, so I researched…as some of you may know, I do frequently.
So, much to my surprise, I have now been diagnosed with moderate to severe PTSD.
The good news - I am now being treated.
Some of the symptoms of hot flushes, short term memory loss, anxiety, fatigue, sleeplessness may actually be made worse by the PTSD. You may understand my surprise that I did not develop this during, but months after treatment completed. And I was also surprised by the severity.
Symptoms include:
So if you can identify with any of them, do seek help from your nearest Macmillan centre. Generally they can offer counselling support.
I hope this post will help some of you.
Sue x