I was diagnosed with bc in 2009 and my details are on my profile. I had an excellent prognosis after all the treatment was over. However, when I went for my routine oncology check a few weeks ago, the oncologist found a swollen node in my armpit, on the bc side. She arranged an ultrasound scan and they did a Fine Needle Aspiration, to see what was going on. She also wanted me to have a CT scan, which I had last Saturday.
My Breast Care Nurse rang me with the results of the FNA. She had been told that the cells were abnormal, but not definitely cancer, from which I took encouragement. However, when I went to the results’ clinic, the oncologist told me it was cancer and that the CT scan showed a couple of spots on my bones where it had spread. She asked if I had any pain where she indicated the spots are and I said no. Mind you, now I keep imagining that I have! I am having a bone scan on Monday.
I was totally shocked. Now, I am questioning the results. First, either the cells from the FNA were definitely cancerous or they weren’t. They can’t have changed between the BCN ringing me and my oncology appt. When I asked if the ‘cancer cells’ were still hormone receptive, the oncologist didn’t know and hadn’t asked and said she didn’t have the pathology details. I am not impressed. I have asked for a definite explanation from the pathologist.
Secondly, I don’t believe a CT scan can be that definite that the two spots it showed are cancer, can it?
The CT scan didn’t show up any other problems and my blood tests were fine, btw.
I originally had a WLE/SNB (no nodes involved) and rads and have been on Letrozole for two years. I have had clear mammograms and regular checks and I just can’t believe that suddenly, there are cancer cells in my nodes and bones but no sign of a recurrence in the breast.
I feel really angry that this has been put to me as definite bad news when it seems that there is room for doubt. I may well be in denial but I want more proof.
Added to that, I have now developed a severe red, itchy, painful rash over most of my body. I can only assume it is a reaction to the radiation or the iodine injection. It just seems so strange that it took 6 days to appear. Has anyone else had this?
Ann xx