I was called back from my last mammogram (I’m 66) and had repeat mammograms, ultrasound and biopsies. In the discussion afterwards the consultant told me even though they haven’t had the results yet he is confident I have breast cancer. He found a small lump the size of a large pea, although it cannot be felt when palpating. I have an appointment on 18th for the results and the plan for treatment. He seemed to think I would need surgery and radiation treatment, possibly chemo too. He doesn’t think the cancer has spread to the nymph lodes yet and said he feels it is all very treatable.
I am in complete shock, as having had a heart attack 17 years ago, and suffering from chronic angina I have always felt that this was my health burden and that somehow that would protect me from cancer. Crazy I know. I am wondering if anyone else also has heart disease and if that has made any difference to how your cancer was treated and the eventual outcome. I have eight weekly nerve blocks to help cope with the pain of angina, and am on a fairly high dose of morphine for this too.
I am finding all this very hard to come to terms with, and hope that once I know exactly what I am dealing with and what the treatment plan is, that I will then begin to feel more positive about it all. Right now I am struggling with depression and worry.