Had a DIEP 2 years ago and been doing relatively well… side effects of exemestane but coping. Found a lump this week in new boob… seeing specialist tomorrow… luckily but I am terrified, even more than my original diagnosis. I drank too much tonight… never happens and my fella has gone to bed! Couldn’t cope with me feeling sick . I feel so very alone and sad. Don’t want to burden friends in case it is a false alarm, but buried one BC Friend a month ago and another dear BC friend is palliative so feel really vulnerable. Shit this is hard, we have so much to deal with . Going to put my big girl pants on but would love some hugs xxxx
We are here for you and understand . Good chance this is nothing to worry about but doesn’t stop your mind going there does it ?
Hi
saw superwoman surgeon today … booking MRI then biopsy. She hopes it is a fat necrosis… so do I!
thank you for the hugs