Hello everyone. I didn’t think I would be posting on here again, but unfortunately I have been told there is a possibility my breast cancer has returned and gone into my shoulder, spine and pelvis. I had a lumpectomy, chemo and radio and full lymphnode removal in 2009.
The consultant says I need to have an MRI scan and some more tests, but that wont be for another 2 weeks. I’ve had a biopsy on a lump they have found in my breast and the results from that will be in about 10 days. The waiting is absolutely agonizing and I am so anxious. I cant eat anything and feel constantly sick. I just feel abandoned by the hospital and just expected to get on with life in the meantime. I’m trying to work and keep my mind occupied but I’m really struggling. I’ve discussed the possible outcome so far with my 2 children aged 25 and 29. The 25 year old has mental health issues and has said he doesn’t know what he will do if its bad news. I’m scared for his future as well as my own and my family being without me. I know this sounds dramatic but I have so many bad thoughts going through my mind, which is also not helping me. Has anyone else gone through this too?