I took part in the ROSCO trial in February last year. What are you most anxious about, the trial or the months of treatment ahead? Let me know and I will try and allay your fears. In the meantime I can promise you that you will get through this and yes it is all very frightening but you will find that you are stronger than you think. I was on here as part of the February 19 group. We still chat every day but on Facebook messenger. I will look out for a reply from you and am happy to help in any way I can.