So after multiple biopsies. Lost markers extra guide wires . Computers failing. Its finally surgery day.
And I’ve just realised this is hnappening to me. Its not a bad dream I’ve got breast cancer. Tiny tiny tumor but it’s still there. I know it will be gone when I come round this afternoon but what then more weeks of worry have they got it all?
Why today to bring all these emotions to the top. Ive been crying since I woke at 4am don’t have to be at the hospital till 11.30
Oh God I’m a mess and Im dying for a cup of tea!!!
Sorry ladies not the usual positive message found on here but I know you will all understand
It’s totally understandable. All the best, you’ll be sitting up with tea & toast before you know it. Get that unwanted rubbish in the incinerator where it belongs!! Big hugs xx
Great message from Unicorngirlmummy and a big hug from me too. Soon you will be able to say you had BC and it’s now gone. Everyone on here understands exactly what you are feeling. All the very best to you.
Evie xx