Ultrasound and mammogram tomorrow and i am falling apart

Hi everyone i joined today to ask for some advice

If this post doesnt make much sense i apologize as i am really struggling

I was referred to the breast clinic 1st dec by my GP who found a “smooth, horizontal, mobile swelling 1x2cm after a consultation as i had a tender spot on the outer lower part of my left breast ( which now seems to have gone!) I asked if she thought this was suspicious and she said it didnt feel suspicious but will refer me to the breast clinic as a matter of caution

I had my app at the breast clinic on the 15th in which i saw a doctor who performed an examination. He seemed pretty relaxed, I cant remember all of the conversation but i remember asking if he thought this was something to worry about and he said unlikely

He performed a breast examination and said he could feel “what they referred me for” and he will get me in for a ultrasound and mammogram. He gave me some advice of “when scares like this happen it can make people reevaluate things” i asked again if he thought it was anything as he is referring me for a mammogram and ultrasound and he said he was “66% but wants to be 99% just to check some discrepancies”

I could not make any sense of it, i feel i am no further forward no i am terrified of having the ultrasound and mammogram tomorrow

I have been unable to eat or sleep, i last ate sunday night as i cannot stomach the thought of food, I can barely function just very very basic, i cannot stop thinking about it. I cannot work out if my anxiety is causing more pain in my breasts or if it is something else.

I contacted my GP regarding how i was feeling and they said kindly to just get on with it

Can anyone advise as I really am struggling

Thanks x

Hi @moonchild. We are so sorry to hear this. It must be such a worrying time for you, it’s completely normal to be feeling this way.

I would really recommend reaching out to our nurses if you are feeling overwhelmed, or if you have any questions. Sometimes it can just be helpful to talk things through beforehand. You can reach them on our free helpline 0808 800 6000, and you can call them as many times as you want or need.

I truly hope you are able to get some answers soon on this thread about way’s to handle your anxiety and what to expect tomorrow, and that you are able to find comfort and support in the meantime.

Thinking of you,
Chloe