I was diagnosed with primary invasive BC on Friday. I have been told that my lymph node biopsy was clear but the lump is growing fast, grade 3.
I am so scared. I’m due back this Friday when a course of treatment will have been decided on but it would seem that I’m to have a lumpectomy, radio and possibly hormone treatment.
Initially I was relieved when they told me but having to wait again, the tears and anxiety are my constant companion. I’m frightened they’ve made a mistake and that they’ll find something else this week.
So many ladies have said that they think every niggle is something else, and that’s where I am. Everytime i feel this blasted lump I feels bigger and when it aches I think it’s spreading.
It’s the ‘invasive’ bit. I’m glad I won’t have to have chemo but my head is telling me that I should be having it to stop it spreading.
Can’t wait until this thing is out of me…