I had a lumpectomy, chemo and rads 4 years ago and have recently been told I’m BRCA1. I have chosen to have a bilateral mastectomy (which is happening on 12th Sept) and recon later, using implants. At first I really wanted to use tissue from my back/abdomen to avoid the implants but was told I wasn’t suitable. I also had primary colon cancer 3 years ago and have huge scarring on my stomach as a result.
I’ve also been told I’ll need a skin graft on my right side where I had rads, as the skin won’t be suitable for recon. Has anyone else had this?
I’m starting to get really scared about the whole thing and what I’m going to look like afterwards. I hate the fact that I have to wait at least 6 months for recon, but the plastic surgeon who’s doing me has a fantastic reputation in my area and I do trust him. I just want to end up with the best cosmetic result possible, but all I can think about is that i’m going to end up like Frankenstein’s monster.
It doesn’t help that I’m very large breasted (36G).
Also I’m self employed - I work as a freelance editor, so all in front of the computer - and I can’t afford to take much time off. How soon after the mastectomies do you think I’ll be able to write and use a keyboard?
Any advice much appreciated
Iz