wow things really are gonna change ?

Well its been over a week since my results and ive been handling it, carrying on and trying to get on with life…what else can i do its all in the hands of the doctors now. Ive told everyone who needs to know which wasn’t essy and ive been determined that its business as normal until i have no choice. Its been going ok until today when i was at work we had a really positive meeting and have a new project to develop,  and i had to take a back seat and let someone else take the lead Because i dont know when i will start my treatment, it really hit me i love my job and im not going to be there for a while, it probably sounds really daft and yes my health comes first and work has been amazing.

work has been my sanity  i have 3 fabulous children who are like any children able ofbeing monsters, and i havent told them yet eekk! Work has been my place where i get to be me and lucky to have great friends there. Not looking forward to slowing down…guess ik just having a moan and this wontbe the first time i realise our world is going yo get turned upside down…but yeah wow its real, its really happening xx

Hi Chanboo
You sound like me a month or 2 ago - being ‘phased out’ at work so I wouldn’t be missed too much when I left. I’m now stuck at home waiting for treatment to actually get started and it’s really frustrating. But ultimately we are all fighting to be well and this is just a temporary set-back. I have tried to make sure I get out as much as possible, meet people, look at nice views and avoid eating too much, and the time to my next appt is passing - although too slowly for my liking!! Work for me is also where I feel positive and useful and in control but now I have to learn to be a different sort of me for a while. Not easy but necessary and I will probably see something good in it when I come out the other side!!
Good luck with your fight.
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