Hi, I got my diagnosis 2 weeks ago and I know exactly how are you feeling. I am still in shock. Did you do all scans? What is your exact diagnosis? My is invasive lobular breast cancer stage 2, grade 2, and according to scans no metastasis. I still don't know my treatment plan, and that scares me too. I got a great support here. You can write to breast nurse here, that is also helpful. I used calming pills in order to make it easier for my mental health. After two weeks I can say that I accepted my diagnosis and that I must fight We have to find a motiv. In my case, two kids, the older with autism, who needs me a lot.
I hope I helped a little bit!
Try to help yourself accept the condition and to find the way to reduce fear and sadness!
Best regards, Jenny